England -- Fiction; France -- Fiction; Governesses -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction
"I hid my bruised feelings, and rode the high horse of mocking
indifference; letting none suppose false Ethel had left a wound. The
wound was there, and a pretty sharp one; five fathom deep, though I
strove to bury it." He paused an instant, and then went on. "In six
months' time she and George were tired of each other—if appearances
might be trusted—and he spent a great deal of his time abroad. Ethel
resented it: she said he had no right to go out taking pleasure without
her: but George laughed off the complaints in his light way. They made
their home at Heneage Grange, and had been married nearly a year when
George went on that fatal visit to Mr. Edwin Barley's."
"Then—when that calamity took place he had a wife!" I exclaimed in
surprise: I suppose because I had never heard it at the time.
"Certainly. The shock to Ethel was dreadful. She believed him guilty.
Brain fever attacked her, and she has never been quite bright in
intellect since, but is worse at times than others. Hers is a
disappointed life. She had married George in the supposition that he
was heir to the baronetcy; she found herself the wife of an exiled man,
an accused murderer."
"Has she been aware of the secret visits of her husband?"
"They could not be kept entirely from her. Since the calamity, she has
never been cordial with him: acquaintances they have been, but no more:
it almost seems as though Ethel had forgotten that other ties once
existed between them. She is most anxious to guard his secret; our only
fear has been that she might inadvertently betray it. For this we would
have concealed from her his presence here as long as might be, but she
has always found it out and resented it loudly, reproaching me and my
mother with having no confidence in her. You must remember the scene in
the corridor when I locked the door of your room; Ethel had just burst
into the west wing with reproaches, and they, George and my mother,
were bringing her back to her own apartments. She goes there daily now,
and reads the Bible to him."
How the things came out—one after the other!
"And now, Anne, I think you know all; and will understand how, with
this terrible sword—George's apprehension—ever unsheathed, I could not
tell you of my love."
And what if it did? Strike or not strike, it would be all the same to
my simple heart, beating now with its weight of happiness. I believe
Mr. Chandos could read this in my downcast face, for a smile was
parting his lips.
"Is it to be yes in any case, Anne?"
"I—— Perhaps," I stammered. "And then you will tell me the truth about
yourself. What is it that is really the matter with you?" I took
courage to ask, speaking at length of the fear that always lay upon me
so heavily, and which I had been forbidden to speak about.
"The matter with me?"
"The illness that Dr. Amos said you would never get well from."
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