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It never struck her that her character, formed in a seclusion
unaffected by the clash of argument and conflicting ethical opinion,
was wide and generous, and original. Free-thinking in the true sense
of the word, inasmuch as her thoughts were her own, uncoloured by
the prejudices and predilections of any sect or party. Her life had
been forced into a narrow channel, but quite spontaneously, quite
naturally, her nature accepted a wide outlook, and extended sympathy
and tolerance to lives and standpoints of necessity different from her
own.
To many men apparently, love as she had dreamed of it, was an utterly
different conception from that she had formed for herself. She accepted
the fact, merely trying to understand.
“Why?” she repeated. “He might find the right wife.”
François smiled as he looked up from his drawing, and met her blue
eyes, candid as a child’s, but a woman’s eyes nevertheless.
“Sweet Anne Page!” he exclaimed. “Why shouldn’t he find the right wife?
The chances are a million to one against it. Even if she exists. She
would have to be a miracle of self-sacrifice and comprehension, and
tact and wisdom, if she were not to stand in his way. René is an artist
to his finger tips, and if only out of consideration for women, no
great artist should marry. No! René must always love and ride away. And
the women he loves must be those who are accustomed to see the cavalier
depart, without grieving. The women who merely look out for the next.”
Anne was silent. It was a way of love she did not understand. Yet she
could imagine its existence.
“Men must be very different,” she said after a long pause. “That sort
of thing would hurt a woman so much. One sort of woman, I mean. I think
it would kill the best in her, so that if she were doing any work like
painting, for instance, far from helping her, it would _prevent_ her
from doing as well as she might.”
“Men _are_ different. Most men. And if women would only recognize the
fact, there would be fewer tears. Love is your whole existence, as
one of your poets says, I believe. Bryon, is it? For us it’s often an
episode,--more often a series of episodes. Sometimes, rarely, the other
thing. But that for an artist is not a consummation to be desired.
Think! His whole existence! What becomes of his work if it’s merged in
the life of one woman? Why it goes to pot, of course,” he went on with
one of his rapid descents into English slang, which combined with his
foreign accent always made Anne smile.
“No, that’s the price an artist pays--if it’s a heavy price, which I
doubt,” he added with the cynicism of youth. “No absorbing loves for
him. Love is necessary for his imagination, of course. It fires him
with enthusiasm. It gives him delight and gaiety, and bestows on him
the joyous mind to work. But if he’s a wise man, no absorbing passions.
Above all, no ties.”
Anne sighed. “I see what you mean. But it seems that art is very cruel.”
“It is.”
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