Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Older women -- Fiction; Single women -- Fiction; Villages -- England -- Fiction
“Come and look before the light goes,” he urged. “Why Anne----” his
triumphant tone changed abruptly to consternation. “You’re not ill,
dear? You’re trembling so. What a brute I am! I’ve kept you posing too
long. I forgot. Come and sit in this chair. Here’s a cushion. I’ll get
you some water.”
She shook her head. “I’m all right,” she assured him, trying to smile.
“I want to see the picture.”
He turned the easel towards her, and she looked at it a long time in
silence.
“Do you like it?” asked François at last anxiously.
“It’s too good for me. It’s idealized,” she said. “But it’s the best
thing you’ve ever done, François. I congratulate you. You’re right.
It’s your masterpiece.”
He felt a warm glow of pleasure. Anne as he had often acknowledged was
an admirable critic, instinctively a connoisseur, and her life amongst
painters had trained and sharpened her natural perception. Secretly
François stood in greater awe of Anne’s verdict on his work, than on
that of many of his fellow-craftsmen.
“You have suggested all the Dymfield garden in those flowers,” she said
after another silence.
“In you,” he returned quickly, wondering at the tone in her voice.
“I’m going to give you this, Anne,” he went on, speaking gaily to
avert an uneasy fear. “I hope you appreciate the compliment. I lay my
masterpiece at your feet, and you can pick it up and hang it in your
salon, between the two long windows. That’s the place for it.”
She turned slowly from the picture, and her eyes met his, while she
shook her head.
“No,” said she in a low voice. “I can’t take it, François.”
“Why not?”
She leant back in her chair, and a smile so sad that involuntarily he
turned away, came creeping round her lips.
“Because I’m a woman,” she replied.
He made no reply. The meaning of her words did not escape him, but in a
moment she translated them.
“You’ve painted me at the end of my _beaux jours_,” she said. “Before
they are quite over--but at the end. I’m very grateful. But I couldn’t
live with that picture, it would be too----”
She did not finish the sentence.
“Besides,--there’s another reason,” she added after a further pause.
“What’s this?” asked François, suddenly taking a book from the table.
With a sort of blind haste, he strove to hinder her next words by
snatching at any pretext to arrest them.
“It’s a book you lent me, nearly three years ago, I’m ashamed to say.
When I first came to Paris. I’ve always forgotten to return it. But
to-day,” she paused as though her mind were wandering away from the
present. “To-day I remembered it.”
François took it up.
“_Mademoiselle de Maupin._ I forgot I’d ever lent it to you.”
“You remember the story?”
He nodded. “Of course.”
“It’s very different from my story, isn’t it? But the way she found,
I had already discovered for myself before I read the book. It’s the
right way. In my case, the only way.”
François had just lighted a cigarette. He threw it away with a sudden
jerk, and looked at her without speaking.
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