Annette and Sylvie: Being Volume One of The Soul EnchantedRolland, Romain
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Annette and Sylvie: Being Volume One of The Soul Enchanted
Rolland, Romain
French fiction -- Translations into English
She knew that, for her part, she was capable of this act of love. During
the last days she had observed Roger at length, with her bright eyes in
which, unknown to him, everything was mirrored. Roger, no long unsure of
himself, had frequently shown himself to be more of a Brissot than she
would have wished; he was obsessed by the interests and the quarrels of
his tribe, and even brought to them the same tricky spirit. Certain
little hard, crafty sides of him did not please her. But she did not
wish to judge them severely, as she would have done in the case of
others. To her these traits seemed imitative. In many things, Roger
appeared to her still an uncertain child, under the thumb of his family,
whom he religiously copied, with marked timidity of spirit, despite all
his big words. Although she began to perceive a lack of consistency in
his projects for social reform, and although she was no longer
completely duped by his eloquent idealism, she bore him no grudge for
that, for she knew that he was not trying to deceive her, and that he
was his own first dupe; she was even ready, with a tender irony, to
remove from his path all that might disturb the illusion by which he had
to live. And even his naïve egotism, which he sometimes displayed in a
cumbersome fashion, did not repel her; it seemed to her devoid of evil
intention. At bottom, all his faults were faults of weakness. And the
amusing thing was that he posed as strength itself. . . . The man of
bronze. . . . _Æs triplex_. . . . Poor Roger! . . . It was almost
touching. Annette laughed very softly, but she reserved for him a wealth
of indulgence. She loved him dearly. Despite everything, she saw him as
good, generous and ardent. She was like a mother who treats with a
gentle hand the little, and to her eyes not very serious, vices of a
dear child: she does not hold him responsible for them, she is only the
more disposed to fuss over him and coddle him. Ah! and then Annette had
for Roger not merely the indulgent eyes of a mother! She had the very
partial eyes of a lover. The body was speaking; and its voice was very
strong. The voice of reason could say what it pleased: there was a way
of hearing that made these very faults set fire to desire. Annette saw
everything clearly. But just as one may bend one's head and squint one's
eyes in order to harmonize the planes of a landscape, so Annette, when
she looked at Roger's unpleasant traits, viewed them from an angle that
softened them. It would have not been much beyond her to love even
deformities: for one gives more of oneself when one loves the faults of
one's beloved; in loving what is fine, one does not give, one takes.
Annette thought:
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