Annette and Sylvie: Being Volume One of The Soul EnchantedRolland, Romain
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Annette and Sylvie: Being Volume One of The Soul Enchanted
Rolland, Romain
French fiction -- Translations into English
Annette could listen no longer. A storm of disgust, fury, and
unhappiness swept her away, running, into the night, into the fields.
Perhaps they heard the noise of her mad flight and the crackling of
branches, like that which follows on the heels of a fleeing animal. But
she no longer cared whether she was heard or not. Nothing mattered any
more. She was fleeing, fleeing. . . . Whither? She did not know. She
never knew. . . . She ran through the night, moaning. She did not see
ahead of her. She ran on for five minutes, twenty minutes, an hour? She
never knew how long. . . . Until her foot struck a root, and she fell
full length, her head against a tree trunk. . . . And then she screamed,
she howled, with her mouth against the ground, like a wounded beast.
Around her, the night. A sky without moon or stars, black. A mute earth,
untroubled by a breath or by the cries of insects. Only the sound of a
trickle of water over the pebbles, dripping at the foot of the slim fir
against which Annette had struck her forehead. And from the depths of
the gorge that cut the high, abrupt plateau, there rose the fierce
rumbling of a mountain stream. Its plaint mingled with the plaint of the
wounded woman. They seemed the eternal _lamento_ of the earth. . . .
So long as she cried, she did not think. Her body, shaken by convulsive
sobs, was ridding itself of the burden of evil that had crushed it down
for days. The mind was silent. Then the body, exhausted, ceased to moan.
Mental misery rose to the surface. And Annette again became conscious of
her forsakenness. She was alone and betrayed. The circle of her thoughts
could stretch no further. She had not the strength to reassemble their
dispersed company. She had not even the strength to get up. Stretched
out, she abandoned herself to the earth. . . . Oh! if only the earth
wished to take her! . . . The rumbling of the mountain stream was
speaking, thinking for her.
It was bathing her wound. After a period (long, no doubt) of prostrate
suffering, Annette slowly raised her stricken body. The bruise on her
forehead pained her sharply enough, and preoccupation with this hurt
eased her mind. She dipped her scratched hands in the rivulet, she
pressed them against her wounded, burning forehead. And so she remained
seated, her eyes and forehead sunk in her wet palms, feeling the
penetration of that icy purity. . . . And her grief became a distant
thing. . . . She observed its moaning as might a stranger; and she no
longer understood the meaning of those transports. She was thinking:
"Why? . . . What's the good? . . . Is it worth the pain? . . ."
And in the night the torrent answered:
"Folly, folly, folly . . . all is vain . . . all is nothing . . ."
And Annette smiled a bitter smile of pity.
"What was it that I wanted? . . . I don't even know, any more. . . .
Where is it, that great happiness? Take it who will. . . . I shall not
dispute it. . . ."
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