Annette and Sylvie: Being Volume One of The Soul EnchantedRolland, Romain
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Annette and Sylvie: Being Volume One of The Soul Enchanted
Rolland, Romain
French fiction -- Translations into English
Finally she decided to lay her troubles before Sylvie. Never had she
said a word to her of her love for Roger. Yet she confided everything to
her: of all the other young men she had often spoken to her. . . . Yes,
but she didn't love the other young men! And Roger's name had been kept
out of their conversation.
Sylvie exclaimed, called her "Sneak!" and laughed uproariously when
Annette tried to explain her indecision, her scruples and her torments.
"Well now," she demanded, "is this bird of yours handsome?"
"Yes," replied Annette.
"He loves you?"
"Yes."
"And you love him?"
"I love him."
"Well then, what's stopping you?"
"Oh! it is so difficult! How can I tell you? . . . I love him. . . . I
love him tremendously. . . . He is so wonderful!"
(She began to describe him complaisantly, under Sylvie's mocking eyes.
Then she broke off. . . .)
"I love him very much . . . very much. . . . And then, too, I don't love
him. . . . There are things about him . . . I could never live
with . . . I never could. . . . And then, he loves me too much. He would
like to eat me. . . ."
(Sylvie burst out laughing.)
". . . It's true, eat me entirely, devour my whole life, all my own
thoughts, the very air I breathe. . . . Oh! he's an excellent eater, my
Roger! It's a pleasure to see him at the table. . . . He has a good
appetite. . . . But I, I don't want to be eaten."
She too laughed heartily; and Sylvie, who was sitting in her lap,
laughed against her neck. Annette went on:
"It's frightful to feel yourself being devoured like that, alive, to
have nothing of your own any more, not to be able to keep anything any
longer. . . . And he doesn't suspect it. . . . He loves me madly, and I
have an idea, you see, that he doesn't even try to understand me, that
he doesn't even think about it. He comes, he takes, he carries me
off. . . ."
"Well, that's terribly nice!" observed Sylvie.
"You are always thinking about silly things!" said Annette, clasping her
in her arms.
"And what would you like to have me think about?"
"About marriage. That's a serious thing."
"Serious! oh! well, not so serious!"
"What, it isn't serious to give all of yourself, without a single
reservation?"
"And who talked about doing that? You'd have to be mad!"
"But he wants to have everything!"
Sylvie squirmed with laughter like a little fish.
"Oh! you goose! you stupid! . . . Ninny!"
(It seemed to her so simple to say what one wished, to give what one
wished, and to keep back all the rest without saying anything about it!
She was affectionately ironical towards men and their demands. They are
not so sharp! . . .)
"But I'm not, I'm not all those things," Annette protested.
"Oh! So far as that goes!" exclaimed Sylvie, "you take everything so
seriously."
Annette admitted the fact, contritely.
"It's too bad all the same! . . . I wish I were like you! . . . You have
all the luck!" she went on.
"Let's exchange! Hand over yours!" said Sylvie.
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