“So you do,” admitted Frances Mary—and laughed when he looked up
resentfully. “But as long as you know it, the case is not hopeless.”
“I’m no good!” said Wilfred, touching bottom.
“Have it your own way,” she said. “You are in one of your
self-accusatory moods to-day, and to argue with you only strengthens
your obstinacy. I’ll wait until you come out of it.”
“It’s not only to-day!” Wilfred burst out. “I shall never write again!
I’ve utterly lost the knack. I can’t put together an intelligible
sentence! I have gone dead inside!”
Frances Mary looked at him levelly before answering. Wilfred knew that
look. It was to enable her to decide if this was the mere froth that he
sometimes gave off, or if there was really something in it. He couldn’t
tell which she decided. She said:
“Why not drop work for a while? Take a day or two off to walk in the
country. There is snow on the Connecticut roads.”
He shook his head. “Can’t leave town just now,” he said, looking down.
She made no comment. The tea was made. Extending a cup she said: “Try
hot tea.”
Wilfred forgot his guard for a moment. Raising his eyes to hers, he
broke out laughing. “What a fool you must think me!” he said.
For an instant, the veil was lifted from her glance too. By his laughter
she knew that he was in real pain. She laughed too. “Perfect!” she said.
Her laughter; her warm glance made Wilfred feel that existence was a
little less like a vacuum.
* * * * *
He allowed himself to be persuaded to stay for dinner. Dinner in Frances
Mary’s flat had the effect of a miracle. Without any heat or fuss or
noise, a little table appeared in the center of the room, and was
dressed in snow and silver. She wafted in and out of the room, keeping
up the conversation from the kitchenette. An enticing odor gradually got
itself recognized, and in a surprisingly short space of time, behold!
there was the dinner on the table, an exactly right meal, never quite
the same as anybody else’s dinner. Like her room, and like her stories,
it revealed the Frances Mary touch. There was even a little bottle of
wine to grace the board. At the last moment she had made an opportunity
to go change her dress. Wilfred, who knew something about housekeeping,
always marvelled how it was done.
He suddenly discovered a renewed zest for food. “Oh, this is good!” he
said continually; and Frances Mary trying in vain to look ironical,
smiled all over like a little girl. A tinge of color had come into her
magnolia-petal cheeks and her eyes were bright. Feeding herself
abstractedly, she eagerly watched every mouthful he took, and filled his
glass before it was half emptied. They talked shop, and Wilfred
experienced a precarious happiness. Outside of that enchanted haven the
beast might be waiting to rend him—let it wait!
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