“You’re right! It ain’t done! . . . So I says to my friend, I says, I’d
stop by the yard when he was in on his cart, and I’d tell him real nice,
to cut it out, see? And I did ast him just as polite, to cut it out, and
he begun to get fresh wit’ me. An t’en t’ black-headed young fella he
come in on his cart, and he up and tells t’ utter fella to cut it out.
And t’ utter fella, I mean t’ old fella, he begins to cuyse. Such
language! And me standin’ right t’ere all a time! T’en t’ black-headed
young fella, he soaked him one, and t’ey went outside to settle
it. . . . T’at old fella, he’s t’ bully of t’ hull yard. But he’d a got
hisn to-day if t’ cop hadn’t a come. T’ black-headed boy’ll lay him out
cold, yet!”
“He’s a handsome lad,” said Elaine.
“He is so, lady! And strong! My! He ain’t but nineteen year old,
neit’er.”
“Shall you see him again?”
“Oh, he kin allus find me if he wants me,” she said with a toss of the
lace hat. “I don’t live far.”
At the corner, the group broke up, and Wilfred was able to draw Elaine
away at last. In his mind he was confused and bitter. Elaine scorned
these people; yet she was able to talk to them without
self-consciousness; he loved them, and could not. All his explorations
on the East Side were conducted in silence. Not only was his tongue
tied, but he knew he had an aloof air which prevented people from
addressing him.
Elaine guessed what was passing in his mind. She said with a smile: “You
see I am closer to them than you are.”
Wilfred said nothing.
“These people interest you, because they are strange to you,” she
presently went on. “They are not strange to me. Just people. . . . All
the same, I’m glad my great-great-grandfather made a lot of money! . . .
Wilfred, if you lived over here, you’d spend your time walking up and
down Fifth avenue, looking in the rich peoples’ windows, and dreaming
about _their_ lives!”
It’s true! thought Wilfred. She has her own fire, and doesn’t have to
bother; but I can only go about warming myself at the fires of others!
* * * * *
They reached one of the little terraces on the East River cliffs. Elaine
swung herself up on the parapet that closed the end of a cross street;
while Wilfred standing below her, leaned his elbows on the stone. Off to
his left ran a little street of brownstone houses a block long, with
back yards dropping over the cliff. Darkness was falling; no one was in
sight. Elaine drew the tweed coat more closely around her.
“Light a cigarette for me,” she said. “If anybody comes, I’ll hand it
back.”
Wilfred’s lips caressed the cigarette as it left them. Fascinated, he
watched Elaine’s cool fresh lips close upon the same spot. How sweet
that vicarious kiss! He ventured to move closer to her; and at the touch
of her body, a momentary benediction descended on his agitated
breast—momentary, because he had that to say which would destroy it
forever.
“Well, has it been a success?” he asked.
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