I walked all night. I don’t know that I’m any clearer in my mind this
morning because of it, but I’m dog tired. I’m beyond the point of
considering what I say. I tore up half a dozen letters last night. This
one has just got to go, and God help us both. Whatever I say, or do not
say, it will not mend the situation. One things stands out starkly: the
touch of my hand revolts you. You made that fatally clear. Therefore,
I’ve got to stay away from you. What did you write to me for? I can’t
help you. I’m a man, the same as that other. I can’t be your confessor.
You are contemptuous of my manhood. I’m not even going to try to give
you any advice. Coming from me it would sound hollow. If you did what I
told you to, you would just blame me for all the pain which followed.
There’s got to be pain anyway. You’ve got to make up your mind what to
do, and swallow the pain; just as I’ve got to swallow my pain. We
haven’t had the best of luck, either of us. Well, I won’t die of it, and
neither will you. I am in a deeper hell at this moment than you will
ever know. You, at least, have kept yourself taut, while I have been
wallowing. With no excuse; no excuse! Your letter coming at such a
moment—Oh, well, I’ve said enough. I loathe myself.
Wilfred.
It was Wilfred’s newspaper that informed him of the romantic sudden
marriage in St. Louis of Miss Elaine Sturges to Mr. Joseph Kaplan, both
of New York. The popular society belle (so the account ran) tiring of
the empty round of gaiety, and determined to do something useful in
life, had gone to St. Louis without telling any of her friends of her
intention, and had quietly entered the —— Hospital as a nurse. It was
rumored that family opposition to the Boy Wonder of Wall Street may have
had something to do with her sudden decision. The Sturgeses were one of
the proudest families in New York, whereas young Mr. Kaplan was very
much the self-made man, as everybody knew.
However that might be, Mr. Kaplan had finally learned of the whereabouts
of his lost lady, and applying the same downright methods that had
characterized his meteoric rise to fortune, had taken the first train to
St. Louis. When he called at the Hospital, he had been refused
permission to see Miss Sturges, since she was on duty. Nothing daunted,
he refused to leave the place until she was produced, and the
authorities were forced to yield. Miss Sturges was called out of the
ward. A few rapid whispered words were sufficient. All in her nurse’s
uniform as she was, Mr. Kaplan bundled her into a taxicab, and they were
driven to the nearest preacher. . . . And so on, and so on, for a column
or more. . . . All the world loves a lover! . . . The honeymoon was
being spent in Southern Pines. Later the happy pair would sail for
Italy. . . .
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