Elaine was a little baffled. “Take Nurse,” she said argumentatively; “I
searched over two continents until I found the one woman who . . .”
“An admirable person!” said Taswell. “I’m sure you couldn’t do better.”
They exchanged a look. Elaine was the first to turn her eyes away. A
subterranean understanding was created; and because of it Elaine was
silently obliged to abandon her position. She resumed her pacing. The
young man watched her, clearly not thinking of the child.
Presently she began to speak in a low, moved voice, more to herself than
to him. “I’ll find a way . . . somehow! Not necessarily through books
and learning. There are other ways of making a good life. . . . When
he’s a little older I will take him away. To Wyoming. There will be no
servants there. I will ride with him, and shoot with him, and go on
hikes. I can make a boy of myself . . . !” She turned on the silent
Taswell as if he were opposing her. Her deep bosom rose and fell under
the black silk; her glance made the young man think of Boadicea fronting
the Roman legions. “In spite of everything . . . _everything_. I will
make a man of him! _My_ kind of man! Nothing can stand against a
determination such as mine. Half of him is of me. I have character. I
will strike it into him!”
Taswell had risen. His air of astuteness was gone. He gazed at her, rapt
and saddened. It was not her words, but her look of indomitable despair.
“Oh, Mrs. Kaplan . . . !” he murmured.
The sound of his voice recalled Elaine to her usual self. Turning, and
affecting to straighten some objects on her desk, she said in a muffled
voice: “You have been awfully decent. I quite appreciate your position.
When would you like to go?”
He roused himself. He put down the cigarette which he had never lighted.
“At your convenience,” he said, lowering his eyes. “As soon as
possible.”
“You are quite right. There is no use dragging on with a situation once
you discover that it has become impossible. You needn’t come back to
Sturges again.”
“Thank you,” he murmured.
She approached him as if to say good-bye. “I shall always be glad to see
you, though. I’ll send you a check.”
Taswell, sensible young man as he was, was hurt to the quick. “Oh, Mrs.
Kaplan . . . !” he said, very differently from the first time.
“Why . . . what’s the matter?” asked Elaine, surprised.
He raised his eyes full to hers. “I love you,” he said.
Elaine turned away with a quick movement. Taswell’s eyes fastened on the
white V of her back that showed, instinct with life, under the dead
silk. After a moment or two she said coldly: “Why did you feel it
necessary to tell me that?”
“I didn’t ‘feel it necessary’,” he said sorely. “It sprang out of
me. . . . What harm can it do? I am going.”
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