Stanny looked at him with the corners of his mouth drawn down, and
Wilfred could read the sarcastic words that were not spoken. Happy Wilf!
What Stanny actually said, morosely, was:
“What did Frances Mary think of it?”
“Oh, she got the whole thing up,” said Wilfred, glad to score off him.
He perceived of course that his giddy talk was falling on deaf ears; he
didn’t mind. Subsequently it struck him that there was perhaps something
cruel in it. That was the wrong way to deal with the situation.
Down-hearted people are enraged by an obvious attempt to cheer them, and
rightly so. He became silent. Better to let the sun and the sweet air
have way with them.
They plodded along. Rounding the top of the hill, a mile-wide, shallow
valley unrolled below them. The sight made Wilfred catch his breath; but
he said nothing. It was pasture land, all green except for the dotting
farmhouses and villages; an unreal, tender green which did not suggest
grass or anything earthly. It was as if one was looking at the land
through a magical green medium. It was like a sea, tenderer than the
real sea, and rolling up in one vast gentle swell, sprinkled with white
ships. At the far boundaries it faded dreamlike into a grey void.
Wilfred stole frequent glances at his handsome companion. Taswell strode
along stiffly, his head up, looking angrily and blindly straight ahead.
Wilfred’s sense of fitness was gratified by the sight. The noble way to
bear pain. What could have dealt him such a blow? Bye and bye a sixth
sense informed Wilfred that Stanny resented the keenness of his interest
in this new chum. It was an old grievance of Stanny’s that Wilfred was
too quick to be on with the new. So Wilfred looked directly at Taswell
no more; happy enough to be in the company of such a one. Plenty of
time! he said to himself. We have three days ahead of us.
They descended into the valley, where the road was carried across a
clear stream upon an old stone bridge.
“Half a moment,” said Taswell. “I’m thirsty.”
Wilfred and Stanny waited by the parapet.
“Look here,” said Stanny, jerkily. He refused to meet Wilfred’s eye.
“Didn’t have a chance to tell you before. I’ve been on the loose again.
Suppose you can see it. Three days. Blind. . . . Oh, you needn’t say
anything!”
“Not going to,” said Wilfred.
“This fellow . . .” Stanny went on. “When I came to my senses last night
I found myself in a dive up near the Harlem river. He was there, too. In
the same boat, you understand. Has had a knockout blow. I don’t know
what. Won’t talk about it. I haven’t had any knockout blow. The same
thing as usual. Nothingness. . . . My money had given out, and so had
his. We were put out of the place together. So we walked all the way
down to my place, and I took him in. By that time we were ready to shoot
ourselves. I found your letter there, so this morning I borrowed enough
from the lunch-room down-stairs to pay our fares up. We haven’t a cent.”
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