Wilfred went east on Fourteenth street. That stretch of Fourth avenue
between Union Square and Cooper Square was devoted after nightfall to
the traffic in which he was resolved to share. He turned into Fourth
avenue with a wildly beating heart. It was not crowded here; just a few
figures furtively veering and hauling on their way. The shop windows
were dark, except those of the dazzling saloons on every corner.
Wilfred’s tongue clave to the roof of his mouth. How can I choose when
I’m so shaky? he thought. What do you say to them at first, anyway? What
a pitiful fool I should appear if I tried to address one with a thick
tongue! I’ll never be able to go through with it! . . . You _shall_ go
through with it! Wilfred perceived a young woman approaching, with her
eyes fixed on him. In blind panic he stopped, and made believe to be
attracted by something in a shop window. It was a cobbler’s window,
quite dark, with nothing in it but a row of run-over shoes to be mended.
An arm was slipped through Wilfred’s arm, and a voice murmured in his
ear: “Hello, sweetheart!” Wilfred turned a pair of terrified eyes. She
was not bad-looking; a Greek girl perhaps; dark and opulent. Her face
was not painted. Her glance was fairly open—at least she had not the
leer that Wilfred so dreaded. He felt himself like putty in her
experienced hands, and was relieved. This is not as bad as I expected;
he thought. A price was named, and certain conditions laid down. This
part seemed very unreal.
The next thing Wilfred knew, he was being shepherded up a steep straight
flight of stairs over a saloon. There was a red carpet on the stairs,
sooty on the edges, and worn threadbare in the middle. At the top of the
steps stood a desk; a dog-eared hotel register lay upon it. A young
waiter appeared from somewhere; and collecting a dollar from Wilfred,
shoved the register towards him to be signed. Wilfred wondered about the
waiter. A fellow his own age. Though his white suit was much soiled, he
was not uncomely, with his stiff blond hair sticking up on his crown
like a schoolboy’s.
The waiter whisked them into a bedroom close at hand, and shut the door.
Wilfred drew a long breath to steady himself. There he was alone in a
bedroom with a woman he had never seen until five minutes before, and
who was already preparing to reveal herself. How amazing! One swift
glance around, and the common room was photographed on his brain
forever. The cheap yellow bureau just inside the door, where Wilfred
stood frozen, one hand resting upon it. He could see himself from the
outside as if the eyes of his soul were suspended under the ceiling.
Stretched across under the window, the bed, because there was no other
possible place for it; in the corner behind Wilfred, the washstand; two
chairs—all of the same ugly yellow wood. The bed was covered with a
soiled white spread which still bore a significant impress in the
middle. Wilfred wondered if the impress was still warm.
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