Anthology of Russian literature from the earliest period to the present time, volume 1 (of 2) : $b From the tenth century to the close of the eighteenth centuryWiener, Leo
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Anthology of Russian literature from the earliest period to the present time, volume 1 (of 2) : $b From the tenth century to the close of the eighteenth century
Wiener, Leo
Russia -- Literary collections; Russian literature -- Translations into English
_Demetrius_ (_alone_). My crown lies not firmly upon my head, and the
end of my greatness is at hand. Each moment I expect a sudden change. O
Kremlin’s walls that frighten me! Meseems each hour you announce to me:
“Villain, you are a foe, a foe to us and the whole land!” The citizens
proclaim: “You have ruined us!” And the temples weep: “We are stained
with blood!” The fair places about Moscow are deserted, and Hell from
its abyss has oped its jaws at me; I see the sombre steps that lead
to the infernal regions, and the tormented shades of Tartarus: I am
already in Gehenna, and burn in the flame; I cast my glance to heaven,
and see the celestial regions: there are good kings in all the beauty
of their natures, and angels besprinkle them with dew of paradise;
but what hope have I to-day in my despair? I shall be tormented in
eternity even as I suffer now. I am not a crowned potentate in a
magnificent city, but an evil malefactor, in hell tormented. I perish,
dragging a multitude of the people to destruction. Flee, tyrant, flee!
From whom?--From myself, for I see no one else before me. Run! But
whither? Your hell is ever with you! The assassin is here, run! But
I am that assassin! I tremble before myself, and before my shade. I
shall avenge myself! On whom? Myself. Do I hate myself? I love myself!
For what? I see it not. All cry against me: rapine, unfair justice,
all terrible things,--they cry together against me. I live to the
misfortune, shall die to the fortune of my nearest. The fate of men,
the lowliest, I envy: even the mendicant is sometimes happy in his
poverty. But I rule here,--and am always tormented. Endure and perish,
having ascended the throne by deceit! Drive, and be driven! Live and
die a tyrant!
INSTRUCTION TO A SON
Perceiving his tearful end near at hand, a father thus instructed his
beloved, only begotten son:
“My son, beloved son! I am old to-day; my mind grows dull, my fervour
is all gone; I am preparing to go before the Judge, and shall soon
pass to eternity, the immeasurable abode of mortals. So I wish to tell
you how you may live, and to show you the road to happiness. You will
travel over a slippery path: though all in the world is vanity, yet why
should one disdain happiness in life? Our whole mind ought to be bent
upon obtaining it, and our endeavour should be to get all we need.
“Give up that chimera which men call honour; of what good is it when
you have nothing to eat? It is impossible to get along in commerce
without cheating, and in poverty without dishonesty and theft. By hook
and by crook I have scraped together a fortune for you; now, if you
should squander it all, I shall have sold my soul in vain. Whenever I
think of that, my rest is gone.
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