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“There is a God I could believe in, worship and work for,” he said.
“Not the builder of the heaven and of the earth, who made the stars
also. Such there may be. The watch presupposes the watchmaker. I grant
all that. But such is outside my conception--a force, a law, whatever
it may be, existing before the beginning of Time, having its abiding
place beyond Space. The thing is too unhuman ever to be understood by
man. The God I could love and serve is something lesser and yet perhaps
greater than such.”
He turned from the window and leaning against the mantelpiece continued:
“There is a story by Jean Paul Richter, I think. I read the book when I
was a student in Germany. There was rather a fine idea in it: at least
so it seemed to me. The man in the story dies and beyond the grave he
meets Christ. And the Christ is still sad and troubled. The man asks
why, and Christ confesses to him. He has been looking for God and
cannot find Him. And the man comforts Him. Together they will seek God,
and will yet find Him. I think it was a dream, I am not sure. It is the
dream of the world, I suppose. Personally I have given up the search,
thinking it hopeless. But I am not sure. Christ’s God I could believe
in, could accept. He is the God--the genius, if you prefer the word,
of the human race. He is seeking--still seeking to make man in His own
image. He has given man thought, consciousness, a soul. It has been
slow work and He is still only at the beginning of His labours. He is
the spirit of love. It is by love, working for its kind, working for
its species, that man has evolved. It is only by love of his kind, of
his species, that man can hope to raise himself still further. He is no
God of lightnings and of thunders. The moral law within us, the voice
of pity, of justice is His only means of helping us. The Manichæans
believed that Mankind was devil created. The evidence is certainly in
their favour. The God that I am seeking is not the Omnipotent Master of
the universe who could in the twinkling of an eye reshape man to His
will. But a spirit, fighting against powerful foes, whom I can help or
hinder--the spirit of love, knocking softly without ceasing at the door
of a deaf world. The wonder of Christ is that He was the first man to
perceive the nature of God. The gods that the world had worshipped up
till then--that the world still worships--are the gods man has made in
his own image: gods glorying in their strength and power, clamouring
for worship, insisting on their ‘rights’; gods armed with punishments
and rewards. Christ was the first man who conceived of God as the
spirit of love, of service, a fellow labourer with man for the saving
of the world.”
Anthony was still seated at the long table, facing the light.
“May it not be that you have found Him?” he said. “May He not be the
God we are all seeking?”
Landripp gave a short laugh.
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