For more than a month Valerie hung upon every incoming post. Then she
knew that the letter had gone astray.
For the hundredth time Miss French read through the three letters which
lay before her upon the table, written in the firm, clear hand of
Anthony Lyveden. Except she drew upon the store of Memory, she had
nothing else at all that spoke of him. Hence the common envelopes
became three reliquaries, the cheap thin notepaper relics above all
price, piteously hallowed by the translation of the scribe.
The letters affording no comfort, Valerie rose and moved to a great
window which looked on to the terrace and thence into the park.
Instantly the memory of one sweet September night rose up before her--a
night when he and she had paced those flags together, while music had
floated out of the gallery, and the stars had leaped in the heavens,
and the darkness had quivered at the breath of the cool night air; when
he had wrapped his love in a fairy tale and she had listened with a
hammering heart ... when he at last had put her hand to his lips, and
she had given back the homage before he could draw away....
The terrace was worse than the letters, and Valerie turned to the
books. Idly she moved along the wall, reading the names upon the calf
bindings and not knowing whether she read them or no. A sudden desire
to look at the topmost shelves made her cross to the great step-ladder
and climb to its balustered pulpit. Before she was half-way there the
desire had faded, but she went listlessly on. Come to the top, she
turned to let her eye wander over the nearest shelf. Old, little-read
volumes only met her gaze--Hoole's works, Jessey, John Sadler,
Manley.... Of the ten small volumes containing Miss Manley's
outpourings, the seventh was out of place, and Valerie stretched out a
hand to straighten it. As she did so, she saw the title--_The Lost
Lover_. For a moment she stared at it. Then she turned and,
descending one step of the ladder, sat down on the edge of the pulpit
and buried her face in her hands.
We will leave her there with her beauty, her shapely head bowed, her
exquisite figure hunched with despair, her cold, white, pointed fingers
pressed tight upon those glorious temples, her little palms hiding the
misery of that striking face, her knees convulsively closed, that
shining foot tucked beneath the other in the contortion of grief. We
will leave her there on the ladder, learning that sorry lesson which
Great Love only will set its favourites when they have gone a-whoring
after false gods in whom is no faith.
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