Valerie lay as she had flung herself, face downward upon the bed. Save
that one satin slipper had fallen off, she was fully dressed. One bare
white arm pillowed her brow, covering her eyes--mercifully. Let us
touch that gleaming shoulder. See? It is cold as ice. That little
slipperless foot.... Cold as any stone. But then it is the month of
December, and she has lain so for two hours. Two hours of agony. She
can remember every look those steady grey eyes of Lyveden's have ever
given her, and in the last two hours she has remembered them all. Inch
by inch she has gone over the playground of their hearts: word by word
she has recited their conversations: she has gathered great posies of
dead blossoms, because they once smelled so sweet: she has trodden the
lanes of Memory to her most grievous wounding, because they are still
so dear....
Then there were other times, when Pride had her in a strait-jacket, and
the very thought of Anthony made her eyes blaze.
She had been walking herself out of one of these moods, and was
tramping rather wearily through the twilight and up the long drive,
when the cough of a motor-horn behind her made her start to one side.
The next moment a car flashed past....
It was the local doctor's Renault.
Valerie's heart stood still.
The next moment she was running like a deer....
The car beat her all ends up, and by the time she had reached the
steps, the front door was shut. She pealed the bell frantically....
To the footman who answered it--
"What's the matter?" she panted. "Who's ill?"
"Miss Alison, miss. I think it's a broken leg. She an' Mrs. Alison
'ad been to tea with 'er ladyship, an', as she was leavin', she----"
"Don't keep saying 'she,'" snapped Valerie. "Say 'Miss Alison.'
And--and bring me some fresh tea. In the library."
She swept past the bewildered servant and disappeared.
The mills of God were off.
* * * * *
Twenty-four hours had gone by.
All this time the mills had been grinding steadily, and the grain,
which had been awaiting their pleasure for exactly one calendar month,
was beginning to disappear. After a while Valerie had come to realize
that her pride was to be reduced to powder, and that there was nothing
for it but to submit to the process with the best grace she could. Not
every woman would have reasoned so wisely: few would have given to
their decision such faithful effect. You will please remember that any
reduction of her pride seemed to Valerie extraordinarily unjust. That
there was stuff other than pride in the grist never occurred to her.
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