Black humor; City and town life -- Fiction; Intellectuals -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction; Satire
position is a little embarrassing—it is hard to explain....
“Strange,” said Gumbril, “to think that those ridiculous creatures could
have produced what we’ve just been hearing.”
The poached eye of Sclopis lighted on Emily, flushed and ardently
applauding. He gave her, all to herself, a weary smile. He would have a
letter, he guessed, to-morrow morning signed ‘Your little Admirer in the
Third Row.’ She looked a choice little piece. He smiled again to
encourage her. Emily, alas! had not even noticed. She was applauding the
music.
“Did you enjoy it?” he asked, as they stepped out into a deserted Bond
Street.
“Did I...?” Emily laughed expressively. “No, I didn’t enjoy,” she said.
“Enjoy isn’t the word. You enjoy eating ices. It made me happy. It’s
unhappy music, but it made me happy.”
Gumbril hailed a cab and gave the address of his rooms in Great Russell
Street. “Happy,” he repeated, as they sat there side by side in the
darkness. He, too, was happy.
“Where are we going?” she asked.
“To my rooms,” said Gumbril, “we shall be quiet there.” He was afraid
she might object to going there—after yesterday. But she made no
comment.
“Some people think that it’s only possible to be happy if one makes a
noise,” she said, after a pause. “I find it’s too delicate and
melancholy for noise. Being happy is rather melancholy—like the most
beautiful landscape, like those trees and the grass and the clouds and
the sunshine to-day.”
“From the outside,” said Gumbril, “it even looks rather dull.” They
stumbled up the dark staircase to his rooms. Gumbril lit a pair of
candles and put the kettle on the gas ring. They sat together on the
divan sipping tea. In the rich, soft light of the candles she looked
different, more beautiful. The silk of her dress seemed wonderfully rich
and glossy, like the petals of a tulip, and on her face, on her bare
arms and neck the light seemed to spread an impalpable bright bloom. On
the wall behind them, their shadows ran up towards the ceiling, enormous
and profoundly black.
“How unreal it is,” Gumbril whispered. “Not true. This remote secret
room. These lights and shadows out of another time. And you out of
nowhere and I, out of a past utterly remote from yours, sitting together
here, together—and being happy. That’s the strangest thing of all. Being
quite senselessly happy. It’s unreal, unreal.”
“But why,” said Emily, “why? It’s here and happening now. It _is_ real.”
“It all might vanish, at any moment,” he said.
Emily smiled rather sadly. “It’ll vanish in due time,” she said. “Quite
naturally, not by magic; it’ll vanish the way everything else vanishes
and changes. But it’s here now.”
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