"Oh! in that case I see why you are so pale and so changed! I had
understood that you displayed wonderful resignation, but that you were
sick with anxiety. Now, my dear, you make a mistake in rejecting the
consolations of your friends. It is a noble rôle that you are playing,
but it will kill you! If I were in your place I would shriek and
complain! That would not remedy anything, but it would relieve me. And
then people would talk about it; society would be interested in me. It
is always a comfort to attract attention; whereas you allow yourself to
be buried alive without saying a word, and society, which is supremely
selfish, forgets you. They were talking about you last night at the
Duchesse de B----'s. 'That poor Madame d'Estrelle,' they said, 'you know
she is really ruined? She won't have enough to hire a cab in which to
pay her visits.'--'What!' said the Marquis de S----, 'we shall see such
a pretty woman as she is splashed with mud like a spaniel! Impossible!
it's sickening. Is she very miserable over it?'--'Why, no,' Madame
Desmorges replied. 'She says that she will get along. She is an
astonishing creature.' Thereupon they began to talk about something
else. The moment that you show that you are brave, no one thinks of
pitying you, especially as it's so convenient to think of no one but
oneself."
Julie contented herself with a smile.
"You have a smile that frightens me!" continued the baroness. "Do you
know, my dear, I believe you are very ill? Oh! I don't believe in
sparing people. If you do that, a person may neglect herself and die, or
else drag along in misery and become ugly; and that is even worse than
dying. Take care of yourself, Julie, don't abuse your health as you are
doing. Your great courage won't carry you as far as you think, I tell
you! Everyone knows that it is not possible to lose everything without a
regret. Look you, I propose to tell you again, even though I make you
angry, that you did very wrong not to marry that rich old fellow, and
perhaps it is not too late to change your mind. No one would blame you
now; when a woman no longer has anything----"
"Are you entrusted with new proposals from him?" queried Julie, with
some bitterness.
"No, I haven't seen him since the day you and I fell out because of him.
He has made several attempts to surprise me, but I had barricaded myself
against his visits. But I don't say this to turn you against him. If he
comes again, don't turn him away, and, if he marries you, be very sure
that I will take it on myself to receive him on your account."
"You are too kind!" said Julie.
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