"I am not at all easy in my mind," he said two days later to Madame
d'Estrelle, who had just been to visit her father-in-law, who was ill;
"I am afraid monsieur le marquis may die unexpectedly before he has
settled up your affairs."
"I place no reliance on his good-will toward me," replied Julie; "but I
cannot believe that he will leave me at the mercy of the count's
creditors, when only a few last steps are needed to settle with them. Of
course we must expect the childish fear of robbing himself which always
haunts selfish old men; but after him----"
"After him?" echoed Marcel. "The devil is after him, I mean at his
heels. His wife is a good-for-nothing; I am afraid of her; she doesn't
love you, and she is nothing to you, since your husband was not her
son."
"_Mon Dieu!_ you look at the dark side of everything, my dear solicitor!
The marquis is neither very old nor very ill. He must have made his
will. The marchioness is very pious, and what she would not do from
affection, she will do as a matter of duty. Do not you discourage me,
who have always encouraged me."
"I should not be discouraged myself if I could put my hand on my
singular old uncle! Let him buy the pavilion and pay for it, and that
gives us two or three months' respite. We shall have time to sell the
little farm in the Beauvoisis or make it over to the creditors at an
agreed price, otherwise we shall be brutally sold out and lose a hundred
per cent. of these poor scraps, which are of some value to-day!"
Julie, who, at other times, had been much distressed concerning her
situation, had reached that stage of lassitude which takes the place of
courage. Her philosophy surprised and irritated Marcel.
"Deuce take me!" he whispered to Julien's mother, "one would say that
she asks nothing better now than to be turned into the street!"
Was that, in truth, Madame d'Estrelle's secret thought? Did she say to
herself that, being poor, and abandoned by her husband's family, she no
longer owed so much consideration to the name she bore, and that she
could disappear from the world's stage to live as she chose and marry
according to her inclination?
Yes and no. At times she dreamed again that dream of a happiness
hitherto unknown, which had come to her like a fascinating vision in
Julien's studio. At other times she became the Comtesse d'Estrelle once
more, and asked herself in dismay how she could break with all her
surroundings and her habits, and whether she could endure blame and
contempt, after having been so loudly praised and so respected up to
that day by a limited but select circle of persons highly considered in
society.
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