'I cannot tell you why my father drove me from his doors. He has
always been silent and sorrowful to me; setting me long tasks in
mournful books; commanding that I should not quit the precincts of his
abode, and forbidding me to speak to him when I have sometimes asked
him to tell me of my mother whom I have lost. Yet he never threatened
me or drove me from his side, until the morning of which I have told
you. Then his wrath was terrible; his eyes were fierce; his voice was
threatening! He bade me begone, and I obeyed him in affright, for I
thought he would have slain me if I stayed! I fled from the house,
knowing not where I went, and ran through yonder gate, which is hard by
our abode. As I entered the suburbs, I met great crowds, all hurrying
into Rome. I was bewildered by my fears and the confusion all around,
yet I remember that they called loudly to me to fly to the city, ere
the gates were closed against the assault of the Goths. And others
jostled and scoffed at me, as they passed by and saw me in the thin
night garments in which I was banished from my home!'
Here she paused and listened intently for a few moments. Every
accidental noise that she heard still awakened in her the apprehension
of Goisvintha's return. Reassured by Hermanric and by her own
observation of all that was passing outside the tent, she resumed her
narrative after an interval, speaking now in a steadier voice.
'I thought my heart would burst within me,' she continued, 'as I tried
to escape them. All things whirled before my eyes. I could not
speak--I could not stop--I could not weep. I fled and fled I knew not
whither, until I sank down exhausted at the door of a small house on
the outskirts of the suburbs. Then I called for aid, but no one was by
to hear me. I crept--for I could stand no longer--into the house. It
was empty. I looked from the windows: no human figure passed through
the silent streets. The roar of a mighty confusion still rose from the
walls of the city, but I was left to listen to it alone. In the house
I saw scattered on the floor some fragments of bread and an old
garment. I took them both, and then rose and departed; for the silence
of the place was horrible to me, and I remembered the fields and the
plains that I had once loved to look on, and I thought that I might
find there the refuge that had been denied to me at Rome! So I set
forth once more; and when I gained the soft grass, and sat down beside
the shady trees, and saw the sunlight brightening over the earth, my
heart grew sad, and I wept as I thought on my loneliness and remembered
my father's anger.
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