'How can I be calm?' she cried, looking up at him entreatingly; 'I was
so happy last night, so sure that you could preserve me, so hopeful
about to-morrow--and now I see by your mournful looks, I know by your
doubting voice, that to soothe my anguish you have promised me more
than you can perform! The woman who is your companion, has a power
over us both, that it is terrible even to think of! She will return,
she will withdraw all mercy from your heart, she will glare upon me
with her fearful eyes, she will kill me at your feet! I shall die
after all I have suffered and all I have hoped! Oh, Hermanric, while
there is yet time let us escape! You were not made to shed blood--you
are too merciful! God never made you to destroy! You cannot yearn
towards cruelty and woe, for you have aided and protected me! Let us
escape! I will follow you wherever you wish! I will do whatever you
ask! I will go with you beyond those far, bright mountains behind us,
to any strange and distant land; for there is beauty everywhere; there
are woods that may be dwelt in, and valleys that may be loved, on all
the surface of this wide great earth!'
The Goth looked sadly on her as she paused; but he gave her no
answer--the gloom was deepening over his heart--the false words of
consolation were silenced on his lips.
'Think how many pleasures we should enjoy, how much we might see!'
continued the girl, in soft, appealing tones. 'We should be free to
wander wherever we pleased; we should never be lonely; never be
mournful; never be wearied! I could listen to you day after day, while
you told me of the country where your people were born! I could sing
you sweet songs that I have learned upon the lute! Oh, how I have wept
in my loneliness to lead such a life as this! How I have longed that
such freedom and joy might be mine! How I have thought of the distant
lands that I would visit, of the happy nations that I would discover,
of the mountain breezes that I would breathe, of the shady places that
I would repose in, of the rivers that I would follow in their course,
of the flowers I would plant, and the fruits I would gather! How I
have hoped for such an existence as this! How I have longed for a
companion who might enjoy it as I should! Have you never felt this joy
that I have imagined to myself, you who have been free to wander
wherever you pleased? Let us leave this place, and I will teach it to
you if you have not. I will be so patient, so obedient, so happy! I
will never be sorrowful; never repining--but let us escape--Oh,
Hermanric, let us escape while there is yet time! Will you keep me
here to be slain? Can you drive me forth into the world alone?
Remember that the gates of the city and the doors of my home are now
closed to me! Remember that I have no mother, and that my father has
forsaken me! Remember that I am a stranger on the earth which was made
for me to be joyful in! Think how soon the woman who has vowed that
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