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Senhor Jorge uttered his concluding sentence with a meaning change of
tone. But, even if his own daughter Margarida had not been involved,
the lavrador had too much delicacy to expand this clinching argument.
Antonio, however, scented the meaning.
What was he to say? All these arguments against celibacy, and a host
of others more refined, had hurled themselves in his teeth a dozen
years before, when he first contemplated the vow of chastity. But
the answers which satisfied him were not available in the presence of
Senhor Jorge. He could not reply that he had deliberately renounced
his high-sounding names until events forced him to resume them; that
he welcomed roughness and solitary vigils of pain in thankful honor
of the Man of Sorrows; and that the succession of Saint Benedict's
spiritual family was secure until the end of the world. With bent
head and knitted brows he remained mute.
"Then I will persuade you no more," said Senhor Jorge. "If my wife
knew I had said half so much, she would never forgive me. By Saint
Braz! To think I should be begging and praying anybody to be so kind
as to marry Marge! Before I asked for Perpetua, I had to go down
almost on my bended knees. Pssh! Sometimes, before she braided up
her hair, I've watched Margaridinha playing about the house and I've
thought how I would hum and haw and hesitate when a suitor should
come along. I thank your Worship. For to-night I've done with him.
If he wants to speak to me after Mass next Sunday he may; but next
Sunday will be his last chance."
Antonio flung himself against the door before his ruffled host could
open it.
"One moment," he pleaded in low, insistent tones. "Here and now let
me say, once for all, that neither next Sunday nor any other day can
I do myself this great honor. Senhor Jorge, I shall never forget the
extreme compliment you have paid me. Senhor, I trust you to keep my
secret. I cannot ask for Margarida because ... already ... I am..."
"You are married already," hissed the lavrador, blazing into terrible
indignation.
"No. No, no, a thousand times. But ... I am plighted to another
Bride."
He turned away abruptly and walked to the tiny window. The scudding
moon had escaped from the black rain-clouds, and Antonio thought he
could discern the white belfry of the abbey chapel rising above the
distant pine-woods.
"Another bride?" echoed Senhor Jorge, more wrathful than ever. "Who?
Where? When? It's that chalk-faced chit of a Rosalina Saldanha!"
"No," Antonio answered, wheeling round. "Neither Rosalina Saldanha
nor any other mortal woman you've ever seen or heard of."
"Then where is she? Why does she leave you year after year alone?
Tut! A fine bride. Let her take you or leave you. You're a fool to
stand it."
"We will not quarrel," said the monk. "If you knew all, you would
not malign Her. It may be years, many years more, that I must live
alone. But my faith is plighted, and there's an end."
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