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He turned his gaze towards the Atlantic. But the day was growing
sultry. Thunder was in the air and mists hid the great waters. He
dared not look into the woods lest he should espy the slender figure
tripping towards him. And somehow he could not lift up his eyes and
his heart to heaven. In this cruel issue his inborn instincts of a
courtly gentleman wore down his acquired habits of piety, until it
savored of a coarseness or of a lapse from honor to breathe a word of
this rare ladye's secret, even into the pitiful ears of God's saints
and angels. Thus earth and sea and sky alike failed him. He closed
his eyes.
Suddenly a rosy light and a delicious perfumed warmth seemed to
suffuse his body and soul. Of course. His way was plain. God had
frozen his cry for help upon his lips because it was no longer God's
will that he should mortify his manhood in dogged fidelity to
obsolete vows. He had vowed his vows in the belief that the Order
would continue, and that he would live and die in its midst, upheld
by its hourly discipline and devotion. He had not left the Order:
the Order had left him. For seven years he had labored to restore
it, and he had failed. He was free.
Free. Free to be as other men, free to hail the most wonderful and
beautiful of maidens, free to exult over her, free to receive her
marvelous love and to give it back a thousand-fold. He opened his
eyes, and involuntarily held out his arms.
With bent head Isabel was picking her way up the slope. Her
exquisite hands held her pretty dress of sprigged muslin clear of the
thorny undergrowth. Sunbeams played with her golden ringlets.
Antonio watched her with a sense of intoxication. This lovely girl
was his, body and spirit, all his.
She drew nearer until he could see the blue of her large eyes, the
peach-bloom of her soft cheeks. Then, with the suddenness of an
earthquake, the greatest miracle of his life befell.
Hundreds of times in the past, especially at seasons of abounding
faith and high ecstasy, he had prayed that the Blessed Virgin would
fly to his relief if ever he should weaken in this most perilous of
his vows. "Pray for me, O Mother of mothers, O Virgin of virgins!"
he had cried again and again. "Pray for me whenever I cannot, or
will not, pray for myself." And, as Isabel parted the branches
behind the mimosa, those hundreds of old prayers were answered.
Celestial fire and supernal power filled his whole being so suddenly
and mightily that he was conscious of a physical pang, of a roaring
in his ears like rushing winds and resounding waters, of a great
brightness before his eyes.
He stepped forward and held back the last bough.
V
The heat of conflict and the flush of victory had wrought so great a
change in Antonio's expression that Isabel started when they came
face to face. But she interpreted his transfiguration as an ecstasy
of love and joy; and her blue eyes suddenly shone with a radiance as
wonderful as his own.
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