Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Monks -- Fiction; Portugal -- History -- 1826-1853 -- Fiction; Wine and wine making -- Fiction
Close beside him, on an altar to the right of the grille, rose a
statue of the Blessed Virgin, crowned with a golden crown and robed
in the blue velvet robe of an eighteenth-century Portuguese princess.
To her Antonio cried out for help. When words of his own refused to
come he poured forth the words of Saint Bernard's prayer _Memorare_.
For a prolonged while no help came, and he crouched on the planks,
shrinking from the heavy stripes which God had appointed him. He
remembered the ruined abbeys of England. Doubtless stronger and
wiser men than he had labored to restore them to the Church and to
her Orders; but three hundred years had passed, and so far as Antonio
knew, not one monastic house had been rebuilt upon the old
foundations. Perhaps it was the divine will that the Orders,
renouncing the world, should never be too long rooted in this acre or
that; and perhaps it was ordained that they must renew their vows to
the Lady Poverty in hovels and barns and caves. But, in that case,
why had God bidden him waste his life in separation from the exiled
brethren of his Order? He gazed through the grille as if he would
demand the answer. But the ears of his soul heard no word save:
"Antonio, lend Theophilo your conto of reis. Antonio, lend Theophilo
your conto of reis."
Not yet could he submit. The smoldering rebellion in his heart was
quickening for a burst of flame. At last his eyes rested on the
faded gilt legend running along the pedestal of the Virgin's
blue-robed image, _Ecce ancilla Domini, fiat mihi secundum verbum
tuum_: "Behold the handmaid of the Lord, be it unto me according to
thy word." To Antonio this brief scripture recalled more than the
pearly moment when the Virgin of virgins, despising the evil tongues
of men and looking steadfastly into the deep, dark eyes of sorrow,
surrendered herself to the will of God; for it recalled also the
fiery hour when he himself, in the same words, had finally accepted
the monastic life. With the memory of old battles and old victories
there rushed upon him new graces.
"_Ecce servus Domini_," he cried in sudden triumph, "_fiat mihi
secundum verbum tuum!_" And, having prostrated himself with loving
reverence before his Master, he rose up and sped back to the Campo,
where Theophilo was striding up and down.
"Senhor Theophilo," said the monk, "I will lend you my conto of reis."
Theophilo stared at him in amazement. So sure had he felt of
Antonio's refusal that he would not have remained in the Campo had
there been any other quiet and open place wherein to spend his last
hour of freedom. He resisted; flushed; seized the monk's hand and
dropped it the same moment; and at last began to stammer incoherent
protests and thanks.
"But I will lend it," continued Antonio, "only on one condition."
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