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As the procession resumed its march Antonio's glance was suddenly
seized by a sight which almost made him stumble. Close to the wall,
beside the cloister doorway, knelt Isabel. Her form was enveloped in
an exquisitely fine dust-cloak of silver-gray, and a black lace
mantilla covered her head. Yet, even before he saw her face, he knew
that it was she. The cherubs in the azulejos above the doorway
seemed to be looking down upon her curiously, as if they found in her
something different from common clay. Her gaze was fixed upon the
ground.
Recovering his self-control by a supreme effort, Antonio advanced to
the sanctuary and made the due obeisances. Then he knelt down before
the altar. No one wondered that his silent prayer was long; for was
he not a saint and was not this his first Mass? The silence was
profound from one end of the chapel to the other.
But Antonio's prayers were not what the onlookers thought. Isabel
had come back; and, according to his practice, it was necessary to
face the fact squarely in the light of common prudence. For nearly
twenty years he had cherished one great hope concerning her until it
had become a belief. For nearly twenty years he had given thanks to
Saint Isabel for her miraculous intercession. But it was possible
that, for nearly twenty years, he had been hugging a delusion.
"On the day of your triumph I will be there." So she had spoken; and
she was keeping her word. "It isn't only you Southern people who
love revenge." So she had stormed on; and perhaps it was for revenge
that she was come. With a sickening of heart Antonio suddenly
remembered reading in the Villa Branca paper a sordid story of a
passionate woman in Sicily who had murdered a virtuous young priest
on the steps of the altar. He remembered also young Crowberry's
account of the throwing of a bomb at the new Emperor Napoleon in
Paris. So far as he knew, such deeds were un-English; and, although
Isabel was imperious, he could not credit her with a smoldering Latin
vindictiveness leaping up into a fiery blaze of showy crime. Yet,
after all, he knew so little of women, so little of the new hysteria
which men told him was rife in the world.
What ought he to do? For himself and for his own life he did not
care. His work was done; and if God willed that he should add the
poor offering of his own blood to the infinite worth of the
immaculate Host, he was ready to pour it forth. But what if there
should be scandal, or, worse still, sacrilege? Or what if some
desperate deed should wreak pain or death upon the innocent people?
Ought he to rise from his knees, and to implore the prelates to grant
him immediate audience in a place apart? With the whole might of his
soul he besought Saint Isabel to intercede for him and to show him
God's will.
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