Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Monks -- Fiction; Portugal -- History -- 1826-1853 -- Fiction; Wine and wine making -- Fiction
Very solemnly and intently Antonio made the memento of the dead,
especially of the dead Abbot and the fathers and brethren of the old
community. He had said the Pater Noster thousands and thousands of
times before; but as he stood before the altar every one of its
petitions ascended from his lips without a trace of formalism or
staleness. And when the time came for him to receive the celestial
Bread, his _Domine, non sum dignus_: "Lord, I am not worthy that Thou
shouldst enter under my roof," was not merely a devout reading of
seemly words from the printed missal; it was an uttering forth of his
inmost soul.
The sacrifice was consummated. He took the ablutions and covered the
chalice. When the deacon had sung _Ite, missa est_, men and women
who had never tried to sing the response before joined the choir of
monks in thundering out a mighty _Deo gratias_. Then the prelates
knelt to receive Antonio's blessing. The lordly cardinal was the
first to kneel. He knelt as if he were the meanest altar-boy rather
than a prince of Holy Roman Church, and all the others made haste to
follow his example. The monk, in deepest humility, blessed the
people.
Antonio's thanksgiving was less prolonged than his brethren expected.
But when they crowded round to escort him to the place of honor in
the refectory he begged most earnestly that the meal might proceed
without him. To the fervid protests of the cardinal and the foreign
abbots he responded that from the morrow onwards he would re-enter
the path of unquestioning obedience; but, for the remainder of this
one day he humbly sought leave to go and come as might seem him good.
As soon as he had wrung out a reluctant consent Antonio slowly
crossed the cloister garden. Two or three of the new monks sprang
forward to attend him; but he waved them aside and went on, with slow
steps and bent head. A bell clanged, and they melted away. He
quickened his pace until he gained the door with the secret lock;
and, before the echoes of the bell had ceased humming in the still
air, he was standing on the causeway outside the cloister.
Not since the night of the thunderstorm had he walked along those
moss-grown slabs. At the end of the causeway, where he had lifted
Isabel upon his shoulder, he hesitated a short moment. Then he
stepped down and followed a woodland path until the soft thunder of
the cascade boomed upon his ear. The earth under his tread was sweet
and bright with thousands of May flowers, and the May birds sang as
they had sung on the May morning of Sebastian's last Mass.
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