Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Monks -- Fiction; Portugal -- History -- 1826-1853 -- Fiction; Wine and wine making -- Fiction
Minutes passed before either of them spoke again. Not that time and
distance had been able to estrange them. They were one in heart and
mind as they had never been before. But Isabel's mood had swiftly
become attuned to Antonio's. It was enough to be at his side on
their old battle-field and to know how perfect was their peace. For
a long while they stood speechless with the great light of the
Atlantic sparkling before their eyes and the great music of the
cascade resounding in their ears. Antonio was the first to break the
silence.
"Happiness is not the principal thing," he said, still gazing at the
sea. "But I should like to know that you are happy."
"I am happy," she answered in a firm voice. "Entirely happy."
"For that," he said simply, "I thank God."
Another silence followed, longer than the other. At last she said:
"You are weary. You must sit down. Our time together is very short,
so let me say what I ought to say."
They sat down on the boulder.
"That afternoon you sent me away," she began, "I went home with
hatred and vengeance in my heart. I hated you and I hated God. I
did not sleep; but, until dawn, neither did I shed a single tear. My
hatred was like a terrible joy. It filled me so full that it left no
room for grief. But when the sun shone upon my white roses and all
the birds began to sing, my hatred snapped like a dry reed, and I
threw myself on the bed and wept until I thought I should die.
"Gradually hope returned. I knew that you loved me; and I told
myself that you would come to the cascade and that you would fall on
your knees and implore my pardon. I even decided what I would wear,
and I chose out a turquoise-blue ribbon for my hair because I thought
you had admired it.
"Happily I had some pride left. I didn't go to the Cascade. But I
bound my hair with the turquoise-blue ribbon all the same, and waited
for you to come to the house.
"You know you never came. Instead, your man José appeared. I heard
chaff flying backwards and forwards between himself and the servants.
Fisher repeated some of it to me; and I learned that you had started
at sunrise on a long day's journey.
"That was the last unendurable blow. You had run away lest I should
summon you again to the cascade, or burst into your farm, or do some
other shameless thing. It stung me to the quick. I became in a
single moment as hard and cold as iron in a frost, and as bitter as
poison. I pictured you coming up the next morning to say a
ceremonious Good-bye--coming up all cool and self-possessed and
hateful. It was too much. I decided to join my father at once. I
enforced my will like a tyrant; and, before you came back, we were
gone."
She paused. Antonio's human heart was breaking to tell her how he
had passed that night kneeling on the floor beside her bed. But he
held his peace; and Isabel went on:
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