Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Monks -- Fiction; Portugal -- History -- 1826-1853 -- Fiction; Wine and wine making -- Fiction
"Antonio," she sobbed, "I must go. Now. Don't ask me again. But,
before I go, there is one thing more to tell you."
For many moments her weeping would not let her speak. At last she
whispered between her sobs:
"That little bowl. The bowl you gave me, with the blue-and-orange
bird. Do not despise me. When the time came, I felt I could give up
the whole world, except that. For two months I turned a deaf ear to
God, all because I couldn't give up ... that."
The exceeding bitterness of the memory made her sob afresh. When she
could speak again, she said:
"Antonio, I will tell you where the little bowl is to-day. It has
been made into a lamp. I had it encased in brass, so that it cannot
break, and plated over with the purest silver. It hangs in a little
church, in a slum near the London docks. It burns before the image
of Saint Antonio."
Antonio could not speak. He forgot that he was still holding her
hand, and she did not remember that she had not taken it away. After
a long time she murmured, almost inaudibly:
"Antonio ... one night I gave you a rose."
He released her white fingers. Then he drew forth his breviary and
placed it in her hand. She took it wonderingly; but he averted his
eyes. Isabel gazed at the worn volume. She could see that there was
some kind of a book-marker, marking the Office of the day. She
opened the book and saw a pressed white rose, flecked and veined with
faint blood-red.
She looked at it a long, long while. Then she shut the book and gave
it back to Antonio. Without another word he wrapped the thin wrap
about her form and helped her to arrange the mantilla on her
shoulders. When the moment of parting came she simply gave him her
hand, like a proud English lady; and he, like a courtly Portuguese
gentleman, bent over it and lightly kissed her finger-tips.
She went away by the path she had taken on their last afternoon,
twenty years before. Antonio, strangely calm, watched her as she
pressed up the steep way. He was conscious that she still walked
with willowy, girlish grace. He remembered how he had watched her
that other afternoon, and how he had wondered if she would turn round
and look back.
The two cypresses hid her from his sight. He breathed a quiet prayer
for herself and for him. But he did not close his eyes; for they
were fixed on the one point where she would reappear. His being was
filled full with such peace and bliss as he had never known.
She reappeared. She turned round. She waved her hand. She was gone.
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