Boston (Mass.) -- Fiction; Courtship -- Fiction; Love stories
“Oh no,” she murmured; and then suddenly she caught him round the neck,
crying and sobbing. “It's only--because I wanted it to be--perfect. Oh,
I wonder if I've done right? Perhaps I oughtn't to have taken you, after
all; but I do love you--dearly, dearly! And I was so unhappy when I'd
lost you. And now I'm afraid I shall be a trial to you--nothing but a
trial.”
The first tears that a young man sees a woman shed for love of him are
inexpressibly sweeter than her smiles. Dan choked with tender pride and
pity. When he found his voice, he raved out with incoherent endearments
that she only made him more and more happy by her wish to have the
affair perfect, and that he wished her always to be exacting with him,
for that would give him a chance to do something for her, and all that
he desired, as long as he lived, was to do just what she wished.
At the end of his vows and entreaties, she lifted her face radiantly,
and bent a smile upon him as sunny as that with which the sky after a
summer storm denies that there has ever been rain in the world.
“Ah! you--” He could say no more. He could not be more enraptured than
he was. He could only pass from surprise to surprise, from delight to
delight. It was her love of him which wrought these miracles. It was all
a miracle, and no part more wonderful than another. That she, who had
seemed as distant as a star, and divinely sacred from human touch,
should be there in his arms, with her head on his shoulder, where his
kiss could reach her lips, not only unforbidden, but eagerly welcome,
was impossible, and yet it was true.. But it was no more impossible and
no truer, than that a being so poised, so perfectly self-centred as she,
should already be so helplessly dependent upon him for her happiness. In
the depths of his soul he invoked awful penalties upon himself if ever
he should betray her trust, if ever he should grieve that tender heart
in the slightest thing, if from that moment he did not make his whole
life a sacrifice and an expiation.
He uttered some of these exalted thoughts, and they did not seem to
appear crazy to her. She said yes, they must make their separate lives
offerings to each other, and their joint lives an offering to God. The
tears came into his eyes at these words of hers: they were so beautiful
and holy and wise. He agreed that one ought always to go to church,
and that now he should never miss a service. He owned that he had
been culpable in the past. He drew her closer to him--if that were
possible--and sealed his words with a kiss.
But he could not realise his happiness then, or afterward, when he
walked the streets under the thinly misted moon of that Indian summer
night.
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