Boston (Mass.) -- Fiction; Courtship -- Fiction; Love stories
“Oh, it's quite right,” tittered Mrs. Pasmer. “It would be as much as
their lives are worth if they didn't. You can see that she rules them
with a rod of iron. What a will! I'm glad you're not going to come
under her sway; I really think you couldn't be safe from her in the
same hemisphere; it's well you're going abroad at once. They're a very
self-concentrated family, don't you think--very self-satisfied? Of
course that's the danger of living off by themselves as they do: they
get to thinking there's nobody else in the world. You would simply be
absorbed by them: it's a hair-breadth escape.
“How splendidly Dan contrasts with the others! Oh, he's delightful;
he's a man of the world. Give me the world, after all! And he's so
considerate of their rustic conceit! What a house! It's perfectly
baronial--and ridiculous. In any other country it would mean
something--society, entertainments, troops of guests; but here it
doesn't mean anything but money. Not that money isn't a very good thing;
I wish we had more of it. But now you see how very little it can do by
itself. You looked very well, Alice, and behaved with great dignity;
perhaps too much. You ought to enter a little more into the spirit
of things, even if you don't respect them. That oldest girl isn't
particularly pleased, I fancy, though it doesn't matter really.”
Alice replied to her mother from time to time with absent Yeses and
Noes; she sat by the window looking out on the hillside lawn before the
house; the moon had risen, and poured a flood of snowy light over it, in
which the cold statues dimly shone, and the firs, in clumps and singly,
blackened with an inky solidity. Beyond wandered the hills, their bare
pasturage broken here and there by blotches of woodland.
After her mother had gone to bed she turned her light down and resumed
her seat by the window, pressing her hot forehead against the pane, and
losing all sense of the scene without in the whirl of her thoughts.
After this, evening of gay welcome in Dan's family, and those moments
of tenderness with him, her heart was troubled. She now realised her
engagement as something exterior to herself and her own family, and
confronted for the first time its responsibilities, its ties, and its
claims. It was not enough to be everything to Dan; she could not be
that unless she were something to his family. She did not realise this
vividly, but with the remoteness which all verities except those of
sensation have for youth.
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