Boston (Mass.) -- Fiction; Courtship -- Fiction; Love stories
“Well?” she said at last, lifting her head, and looking at him with
impassioned solemnity. “You wished to see me? I hoped you wouldn't.
It would have spared me something. But perhaps I had no right to your
forbearance.”
“Alice, how can you say such things to me?” asked the young fellow,
deeply hurt.
She responded to his tone. “I'm sorry if it wounds you. But I only mean
what I say.”
“You've a right to my forbearance, and not only that, but to my--my
life; to everything that I am,” cried Dan, in a quiver of tenderness at
the sight of her and the sound of her voice. “Alice, why did you write
me that letter?--why did you send me back my ring?”
“Because,” she said, looking him seriously in the face--“because I
wished you to be free, to be happy.”
“Well, you've gone the wrong way about it. I can never be free from you;
I never can be happy without you.”
“I did it for your good, then, which ought to be above your happiness.
Don't think I acted hastily. I thought it over all night long. I didn't
sleep--”
“Neither did I,” interposed Dan.
“And I saw that I had no claim to you; that you never could be truly
happy with me--”
“I'll take the chances,” he interrupted. “Alice, you don't suppose I
cared for those women any more than the ground under your feet, do you?
I don't suppose I should ever have given them a second thought if you
hadn't seemed to feel so badly about my neglecting them; and I thought
you'd be pleased to have me try to make it up to them if I could.”
“I know your motive was good--the noblest. Don't think that I did you
injustice, or that I was vexed because you went away with them.”
“You sent me.”
“Yes; and now I give you up to them altogether. It was a mistake, a
crime, for me to think we could be anything to each other when our love
began with a wrong to some one else.”
“With a wrong to some one else?”
“You neglected them on Class Day after you saw me.”
“Why, of course I did. How could I help it?”
A flush of pleasure came into the girl's pale face; but she banished it,
and continued gravely, “Then at Portland you were with them all day.”
“You'd given me up--you'd thrown me over, Alice,” he pleaded.
“I know that; I don't blame you. But you made them believe that you were
very much interested in them.”
“I don't know what I did. I was perfectly desperate.”
“Yes; it was my fault. And then, when they came to meet you at the
Museum, I had made you forget them; I'd made you wound them and insult
them again. No. I've thought it all out, and we never could be happy.
Don't think that I do it from any resentful motive.”
“Alice? how could I think that?--Of you!”
“I have tried--prayed--to be purified from that, and I believe that I
have been.”
“You never had a selfish thought.”
“And I have come to see that you were perfectly right in what you did
last night. At first I was wounded.”
“Oh, did I wound you, Alice?” he grieved.
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