Boston (Mass.) -- Fiction; Courtship -- Fiction; Love stories
It cannot be pretended that Alice was quite pleased with the way her
friends took her engagement, or rather the way in which they spoke of
Dan. It seemed to her that she alone, or she chiefly, ought to feel that
sweetness and loveliness of which every one told her, as if she could
not have known it. If he was sweet and lovely to every one, how was he
different to her except in degree? Ought he not to be different in kind?
She put the case to Miss Cotton, whom it puzzled, while she assured
Alice that he was different in kind to her, though he might not seem
so; the very fact that he was different in degree proved that he was
different in kind. This logic sufficed for the moment of its expression,
but it did not prevent Alice from putting the case to Dan himself. At
one of those little times when she sat beside him alone and rearranged
his necktie, or played with his watch chain, or passed a critical hand
over his cowlick, she asked him if he did not think they ought to have
an ideal in their engagement. “What ideal?” he asked. He thought it was
all solid ideal through and through. “Oh,” she said, “be more and more
to each other.” He said he did not see how that could be; if there was
anything more of him, she was welcome to it, but he rather thought she
had it all. She explained that she meant being less to others; and he
asked her to explain that.
“Well, when we're anywhere together, don't you think we ought to show
how different we are to each other from what we are to any one else.”
Dan laughed. “I'm afraid we do, Alice; I always supposed one ought to
hide that little preference as much as possible. You don't want me to be
dangling after you every moment?”
“No-o-o. But not--dangle after others.”
Dan sighed a little--a little impatiently. “Do I dangle after others?”
“Of course not. But show that we're thoroughly united in all our tastes
and feelings, and--like and dislike the same persons.”
“I don't think that will be difficult,” said Dan.
She was silent a moment, and then she said; “You don't like to have me
bring up such things?”
“Oh yes, I do. I wish to be and do just what you wish.”
“But I can see, I can understand, that you would sooner pass the time
without talking of them. You like to be perfectly happy, and not to have
any cares when--when you're with me this way?”
“Well, yes, I suppose I do,” said Dan, laughing again. “I suppose I
rather do like to keep pleasure and duty apart. But there's nothing you
can wish, Alice, that isn't a pleasure to me.”
“I'm very different,” said the girl. “I can't be at peace unless I know
that I have a right to be so. But now, after this, I'm going to do
your way. If it's your way, it'll be the right way--for me.” She looked
sublimely resolved, with a grand lift of the eyes, and Dan caught her to
him in a rapture, breaking into laughter.
“Oh, don't! Mine's a bad way--the worst kind of a way,” he cried.
“It makes everybody like you, and mine makes nobody like me.”
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