Boston (Mass.) -- Fiction; Courtship -- Fiction; Love stories
Dan Mavering came out into the bright winter morning knowing that
his engagement was broken, but feeling it so little that he could not
believe it. He failed to realise it, to seize it for a fact, and he
could not let it remain that dumb and formless wretchedness, without
proportion or dimensions, which it now seemed to be, weighing his life
down. To verify it, to begin to outlive it, he must instantly impart
it, he must tell it, he must see it with others' eyes. This was the
necessity of his youth and of his sympathy, which included himself
as well as the rest of the race in its activity. He had the usual
environment of a young man who has money. He belonged to clubs, and he
had a large acquaintance among men of his own age, who lived a life
of greater leisure; or were more absorbed in business, but whom he met
constantly in society. For one reason or another, or for no other reason
than that he was Dan Mavering and liked every one, he liked them all. He
thought himself great friends with them; he dined and lunched with them;
and they knew the Pasmers, and all about his engagement. But he did not
go to any of them now, with the need he felt to impart his calamity, to
get the support of come other's credence and opinion of it. He went to
a friend whom, in the way of his world, he met very seldom, but whom he
always found, as he said, just where he had left him.
Boardman never made any sign of suspecting that he was put on and off,
according to Dan's necessity or desire for comfort or congratulation;
but it was part of their joke that Dan's coming to him always meant
something decisive in his experiences. The reporter was at his late
breakfast, which his landlady furnished him in his room, though, as Mrs.
Mash said, she never gave meals, but a cup of coffee and an egg or two,
yes.
“Well?” he said, without looking up.
“Well, I'm done for!” cried Dan.
“Again?” asked Boardman.
“Again! The other time was nothing, Boardman--I knew it wasn't anything;
but this--this is final.”
“Go on,” said Boardman, looking about for his individual salt-cellar,
which he found under the edge of his plate; and Mavering laid the
whole case before him. As he made no comment on it for a while, Dan
was obliged to ask him what he thought of it. “Well,” he said, with the
smile that showed the evenness of his pretty teeth, “there's a kind of
wild justice in it.” He admitted this, with the object of meeting Dan's
views in an opinion.
“So you think I'm a faithless man too, do you?” demanded Mavering
stormily.
“Not from your point of view,” said Boardman, who kept on quietly eating
and drinking.
Mavering was too amiable not to feel Boardman's innocence of offence in
his unperturbed behaviour. “There was no faithlessness about it, and you
know it,” he went on, half laughing, half crying, in his excitement, and
making Boardman the avenue of an appeal really addressed to Alice. “I
was ready to do what either side decided.”
“Or both,” suggested Boardman.
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