"You have had a quarrel with him?"
Joyce bowed her head in a little quick, impatient way.
"It is Felix then, Joyce; not Norman? Let me say I am glad--for your
sake; though that is a hard thing for a sister to say of her brother.
But Norman is selfish. It is his worst fault, perhaps, but a bad one. As
for this little misunderstanding with Felix, it will not last. He loves
you, dearest, most honestly. You will make up this tiny----"
"Never!" said Joyce, interrupting her and releasing herself from her
embrace. Her young face looked hard and unforgiving, and Lady Baltimore,
with a sigh, decided on saying no more just then. So she went downstairs
and told her little tale about Joyce's indisposition, and was believed
by nobody. They all said they were sorry, as in duty bound, and perhaps
they were, taking their own view of her absence; but dinner went off
extremely well, nevertheless, and was considered quite a success.
Dysart was present, and was apparently in very high spirits; so high,
indeed, that at odd moments his hostess, knowing a good deal, stared at
him. He, who was usually so silent a member, to-night outshone even the
versatile Beauclerk in the lightness and persistency of his
conversation.
This sudden burst of animation lasted him throughout the evening,
carrying him triumphantly across the hour and a half of drawing-room
small talk, and even lasting till the more careless hours in the
smoking-room have come to an end, and one by one the men have yawned
themselves off to bed.
Then it died. So entirely, so forlornly as to prove it had been only a
mere passing and enforced exhilaration after all. They were all gone:
there was no need now to keep up the miserable farce--to seek to prevent
their coupling her name with his, and therefore discovering the secret
of her sad seclusion.
As Dysart found himself almost the last man in the room, he too rose,
reluctantly, as though unwilling to give himself up to the solitary
musings that he knew lay before him; the self-upbraidings, the vague
remorse, the terrible dread lest he had been too severe, that he knows
will be his all through the silent darkness. For what have sleep and he
to do with each other to-night?
He bade his host good-night and, with a pretense of going upstairs,
turned aside into the deserted library, and, choosing a book, flung
himself into a chair, determined, if possible, to read his brain into a
state of coma.
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