Aristocracy (Social class) -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Science fiction, American
One winter evening, Richard sitting brooding and sipping brandy as usual,
with a lamp burning on the table beside him, and the embers of the fire
flickering on the broad hearth at his feet, there came a light, measured
step and the rustle of a dress, and he knew that his wife was in the room.
He raised his haggard visage and looked at her. What a goddess of beauty
she seemed! How young, graceful, lovely! How pure and clear were the tints
of her face, how lustrous dark her eyes, how soft her ample hair! How
peerless she was! and all she was--all this treasure of fragrant
womanhood--was his, and not another's. Ay, and his willingly; she really
loved him, he thought; she had shown it of late; she cared for him, old,
ruined, and degraded though he was. It was a strange thing; it was a
pleasant thing. Perhaps, he thought, if he had had such a creature to love
him in earlier days, he might not have been where he was now. But then, in
earlier days, he was not a ruined and wasted man.
"Kate!"
"Yes, Richard."
"Oh, never speak so formally! Am I not Dick, thy own dear old Dick--eh?"
"I did not mean to be formal."
"Come and sit here beside me--no, here, on the arm of my chair. It was good
of you to come in here. I was getting lonesome. I wanted my Kate to tell
me she loved me--eh?"
"I only came in to say good-night. It is late."
"Late?--pooh! It's not nine o'clock. Stay and be sociable a bit. There, I
won't touch another drop if you'll stay."
"I'm tired; I have a headache. You don't want me."
"Not want you! Ay, but I do though! Without you, Kate, I should have been a
dead man weeks ago. Not want you!"
"Nonsense! what do you mean? You have drunk too much already, I fear."
"I mean that, but for you, I'd have blown my brains out the day of the
trial--after I'd blown out his, the scoundrel! But since I have you, I
know a way to worry him better than by blowing his brains out. To know
that you are mine is hell to him. And in that hell I'll keep him, as long
as my body and soul will hang together!"
"What should he care whether I am yours or not?"
"Because he loves you--that's why he cares! Ay, you needn't start. He loves
you, and it's hell to him to feel that another man has you. How many
thousand pounds do you think he'd give to kiss this little hand as I kiss
it now? I wish he could see me do it!"
"Nonsense, you are crazy.... And so you only care for me to spite him?"
"No, not that. God knows--if there is a God--I love you, Kate, with all
there is left of me--except what hates him! That's my life--love for you
and hate for him. And I believe I hate him less than I love you, though
that's saying a great deal!"
"Oh, I think you love that brandy better than you do me."
"You do? If you say so, I'll never touch it again!"
"Oh, I don't care. I don't want you to give up anything that makes you
comfortable."
"Ay, you do love me, don't you, Kate?"
"Come, Richard, our courting days are over. And I must go. Good-by!"
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