"Thou hast a silvery and persuasive tongue!" he said gently--"And thou
speakest of God as if thou knewest one akin to Him. Would I could
believe all thou sayest! ... but alas!--I cannot. We have progressed
too far in knowledge, my friend, for faith.... yet..." He hesitated a
moment, then with a touch of caressing entreaty in his tone went on.
... "Thinkest thou in very truth that I shall live again? For I confess
to thee, it seems beyond all things strange and terrible to feel that
this genius of mine,--this spirit of melody which inhabits my frame,
should perish utterly without further scope for its abilities. There
have been moments when my soul, ravished by inspiration, has, as it
were, seized Earth like a full goblet of wine, and quaffed its
beauties, its pleasures, its loves, its glories all in one burning
draught of song! ... when I have stood in thought on the shadowy peaks
of time, waiting for other worlds to string like beads on my thread of
poesy,--when wondrous creatures habited in light and wreathed with
stars have floated round and round me in rosy circles of fire,--and
once, methought ... 'twas long ago now--I heard a Voice distinct and
sweet that called me upward, onward and away, I know not where,--save
that a hidden Love awaited me!" He broke off with a rapt almost angelic
expression in his eyes, then sighing a little he resumed: "All dreams
of course! ... vague phantoms,--creations of my own imaginative
brain,--yet fair enough to fill my heart with speechless longings for
ethereal raptures unseen, unknown! Thou hast, methinks, a certain faith
in the unsolved mysteries,--but I have none,--for sweet as the promise
of a future life may seem, there is no proof that it shall ever be. If
one died and rose again from the dead, then might we all believe and
hope.. but otherwise ..."
Oh, miserable Theos!--What would he not have given to utter aloud the
burning knowledge that ate into his mind like slow-devouring fire!
Again mute! ... again oppressed by that strange swelling at the heart
that threatened to break forth in stormy sobs of penitence and prayer!
Instinctively he drew Sah-luma closer to his side--his breath came
thick and fast.. he struggled with all his might to speak the words ...
"One HAS died and risen from the dead!"--but not a syllable could he
form of the desired sentence!
"Thou shalt live again, Sah-luma!" was all he could say in low,
half-smothered accents--"Thou hast within thee a flame that cannot
perish!"
Again Sah-luma's eyes dwelt upon him with a curious, appealing
tenderness.
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