"Now, by my soul! ... thou art a most unmannerly ruffian!" he said
pettishly, yet with a vacant smile,--"what question didst thou bawl
unmusically in mine ear? Will I be drunk at sunrise? Aye! ... and at
sunset too, Sir Malapert, if that will satisfy thee! Hast thou been
grudged sufficient wine that thou dost envy me my slumber? What dost
thou here? ... where hast thou been?".. and, becoming more conscious of
his surroundings he suddenly stood up, and catching hold of Theos to
support himself, gazed upon him suspiciously with very dim and
bloodshot eyes ... "Art thou fresh from the arms of the ravishing
Nelida? ... is she not fair? a choice morsel for a lover's banquet? ...
Doth she not dance a madness into the veins? ... aye, aye!--she was
reserved for thee, my jolly roysterer! but thou art not the first nor
wilt thou be the last that hath revelled in her store of charms! No
matter!"--and he laughed foolishly ... "Better a wild dancer than a
tame prude!" Here he looked about him in confused bewilderment.. "Where
is Lysia? Was she not here a moment since? ..." and he staggered toward
the neighboring pavilion, and dashed the dividing curtain aside ...
"Lysia! ... Lysia! ..." he shouted noisily,--then, receiving no answer,
he flung himself down on the vacant couch of roses, and gathering up a
handful of the crumpled flowers, kissed them passionately,--"The witch
has flown!" he said, laughing again that mirthless, stupid laugh as he
spoke--"She doth love to tantalize me thus! ... Tell me! what dost thou
think of her? Is she not a peerless moon of womanhood? ... doth she not
eclipse all known or imaginable beauty? ... Aye! ... and I will tell
thee a secret,--she is mine!--mine from the dark tresses down to the
dainty feet! ... mine, all mine, so long as I shall please to call her
so! ...--notwithstanding that the foolish people of Al-Kyris think she
is impervious to love, self-centered, holy and 'immaculate'! Bah! ...
as if a woman ever was 'immaculate'! But mark you! ... though she loves
me,--me, crowned Laureate of the realm, she loves no other man! And
why? Because no other man is found half so worthy of love! All men must
love her, . . Nirjalis loved her, and he is dead because of overmuch
presumption, . . and many there be who shall still die likewise, for
love of her, but _I_ am her chosen and elected one,--her faith is
mine!--her heart is mine,--her very soul is mine!--mine I would swear
though all the gods of the past, present, and future denied her
constancy!"
Here his uncertain, wandering gaze met the grave, pained, and almost
stern regard of Theos. "Why dost thou stare thus owl-like upon me?"--he
demanded irritably.. "Art thou not my friend and worshipper? Wilt
preach? Wilt moralize on the folly of the time,--the vices of the age?
Thou lookest it,--but prithee hold thy peace an thou lovest me!--we can
but live and die and there's an end, . . all's over with the best and
wisest of us soon,--let us be merry while we may!"
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