"A stranger I am indeed!" he said drearily--"A stranger to my very self
and all my former belongings! Ask me no questions, good father, for, as
I live, I cannot answer them! I am oppressed by a nameless and
mysterious suffering, . . my brain is darkened,--my thoughts but
half-formed and never wholly uttered, and I,--I who once deemed human
intelligence and reason all-supreme, all-clear, all-absolute, am now
compelled to use that reason reasonlessly, and to work with that
intelligence in helpless ignorance as to what end my mental toil shall
serve! Woeful and strange it is!--yet true; . . I am as a broken straw
in a whirlwind,--or the pale ghost of my own identity groping for
things forgotten in a land of shadows; . . I know not whence I came,
nor whither I go! Nay, do not fear me,--I am not mad: I am conscious of
my life, my strength, and physical well-being,--and though I may speak
wildly, I harbor no ill-intent toward any man--my quarrel is with God
alone!"
He paused,--then resumed in calmer accents,--"You judge rightly,
reverend sir,--I am a stranger in Al-Kyris. I entered the city-gates
this morning when the sun was high,--and ere noon I found courteous
welcome and princely shelter,--I am the guest of the poet Sah-luma."
The old man looked at him half compassionately.
"Ah, Sah-luma is thine host?" he said with a touch of melancholy
surprise in his tone--"Then wherefore art thou here? ... here in this
dark abode where none may linger and escape with life? ... how earnest
thou within the bounds of Lysid's fatal pleasaunce! ... Has the
Laureate's friendship thus misguided thee?"
Theos hesitated before replying. He was again moved by that curious
instinctive dread of hearing Sah-luma's name associated with any sort
of reproach,--and his voice had a somewhat defiant ring as he answered:
"Nay, surely I am neither child nor woman that I should weakly yield to
guidance or misleading! Some trifling matter of free-will remains to me
in spite of mine affliction,--and that I have supped with Sah-luma at
the Palace of the High Priestess, has been as much my choice as his
example. Who among men would turn aside from high feasting and mirthful
company? ... not I, believe me! ... and Sah-luma's desires herein were
but the reflex of mine own. We came together through the woodland, and
parted but a moment since..."
He stopped abruptly, startled by a sudden clash as of steel and the
tramp-tramp of approaching feet. His aged companion caught him by the
arm...
"Hush!" he whispered.. "Not a word more.. not a breath! ... or thy life
must pay the penalty! Quick,--follow me close! ... step softly! ...
there is a hiding-place near at hand where we may couch unseen till
these dread visitants pass by."
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