"To the ever-worshiped and immortally renowned
"Sah-luma.
"Poet-Laureate of the Kingdom of Al-Kyris.
"Blame me not, O my beloved Lord, that I have left thy
dearest presence thus unwarnedly forever, staying no time to weary thee
with my too fond and foolish tears and kisses of farewell! I owe to
thee the gift of freedom, and while I thank thee for that gift, I do
employ it now to serve me as a sacrifice to Love,--an immolation of
myself upon the altars of my own desire! For thou knowest I have loved
thee, O Sah-luma--not too well but most unwisely,--for what am I that
thou shouldst stoop to cover my unworthiness with the royal purple of
thy poet-passion? ... what could I ever be save the poor trembling
slave-idolater, of whose endearments thou must needs most speedily
tire! Nevertheless I cannot still this hunger of my heart,--this love
that stings me more than it consoles,--and out of the very transport of
my burning thoughts I have learned many and strange things,--things
whereby I, a woman feebled and unlessoned, have grasped the glimmering
foreknowledge of events to come,--events wherein I do perceive for
thee, thou Chiefest among men, some dark and threatening disaster. When
fore I have prayed unto the most high gods, that they will deign to
accept me as thy hostage to misfortune, and set me as a bar between thy
life and dawning peril, so that I, long valueless, may serve at least
awhile to avert doom from thee who art unparagoned throughout the world!
"Thus I go forth alone to brave and pacify the wrath of the
Immortals,--call me not back nor weep for my departure, . . thou wilt
not miss me long! To die for thee, Sah-luma, is better than to live for
thee, . . for living I must needs be conquered by my sin of love and
lose myself and thee,--but in the quiet Afterwards of Death, no passion
shall have strength to mar the peaceful, patient waiting of my soul on
thine! Farewell thou utmost heart of my weak heart! ..thou only life of
my frail life! ... think of me sometimes if thou will, but only as of a
flower thou didst gather once in some past half-forgotten spring-time..
a flower that, as it slowly withered, blessed the dear hand in whose
warm clasp it died! "NIPHRATA."
Tears rose to Theos's eyes as he finished reading these evidently
unpremeditated pathetic words that suggested so much more than they
actually declared. He silently returned the scroll to Sah-luma, who sat
very still, thoughtfully stroking the long, bright curl that was
twisted round his fingers like a glittering strand of spun glass,--and
he felt all at once so unreasonably irritated with his friend, that he
was even inclined to find fault with the very grace and beauty of his
person, . . the mere indolence of his attitude was, for the moment,
provoking.
"Why art thou so unmoved?" he demanded almost sternly.
"What hast thou done to Niphrata, to thus grieve her gentle spirit
beyond remedy?"
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