"Do you care for a blessing, gentle Skeptic!" he asked in a soft tone
that thrilled tenderly through the silence of the dimly-lit
chapel,--then, receiving no reply, he laid one hand gently on the young
man's dark, clustering curls, and with the other slowly traced the sign
of the cross upon the smooth, broad fairness of his forehead.--"Take
it, my son! ... the only blessing I can give thee,--the blessing of the
Cross of Christ, which in spite of thy desertion claims thee, redeems
thee, and will yet possess thee for its own!"
And before Alwyn could recover from his astonishment sufficiently to
interrupt and repudiate this, to him, undesired form of benediction,
Heliobas had gone, and he was left alone. Lifting his head he stared
out into the further corridor, down which he just perceived a distant
glimmer of vanishing white robes,--and for a moment he was filled with
speechless indignation. It seemed to him that the sign thus traced on
his brow must be actually visible like a red brand burnt into his
flesh,--and all his old and violent prejudices against Christianity
rushed back upon him with the resentful speed of once baffled foes
returning anew to storm a citadel. Almost as rapidly, however, his
anger cooled,--he remembered that in his vision of the previous night,
the light that had guided him through the long, shadowy vista had
always preceded him in the form of a Cross,--and in a softer mood he
glanced at the ruby Star shining steadily above the otherwise darkened
altar. Involuntarily the words "We have seen His Star in the East and
have come to worship Him"--occurred to his memory, but he dismissed
them as instantly as they suggested themselves, and finding his own
thoughts growing perplexing and troublesome he hastily left the chapel.
Joining some of the monks who were gathered in a picturesque group
round the fire in the refectory he sat chatting with them for about
half an hour or so, hoping to elicit from them in the course of
conversation some particulars concerning the daily life, character, and
professing aims of their superior,--but in this attempt he failed. They
spoke of Heliobas as believing men may speak of saints, with hushed
reverence and admiring tenderness--but on any point connected with his
faith, or the spiritual nature of his theories, they held their peace,
evidently deeming the subject too sacred for discussion. Baffled in all
his inquiries Alwyn at last said good-night, and retired to rest in the
small sleeping-apartment prepared for his accommodation, where he
enjoyed a sound, refreshing, and dreamless slumber.
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