"Gratitude?" questioned Heliobas almost mournfully, with a tinge of
reproach in his soft, mellow voice. "Are you grateful for being, as you
think, deluded by a trance? ... cheated, as it were, into a sort of
semi-belief in the life to come by means of mesmerism? Your first
request to me, I know, was that you might be deceived by my influence
into a state of imaginary happiness,--and now you fancy your last
night's experience was merely the result of that pre-eminently foolish
desire. You are wrong! ... and, as matters stand, no thanks are needed.
If I had indeed mesmerized or hypnotized you, I might perhaps have
deserved some reward for the exertion of my purely professional skill,
but ... as I have told you already ... I have done absolutely nothing.
Your fate is, as it has always been, in your own hands. You sought me
of your own accord ... you used me as an instrument, an unwilling
instrument, remember! ... whereby to break open the prison doors of
your chafed, and fretting spirit,--and the end of it all is that you
depart from hence tomorrow of your own free-will and choice, to fulfill
the appointed tryst made with you, as you believe, by a phantom in a
vision. In brief"--here he spoke more slowly and with marked
emphasis--"you go to the field of Ardath to solve a puzzling problem
... namely, as to whether what we call life is not a Dream--and whether
a Dream may not perchance be proved Reality! In this enterprise of
yours I have no share--nor will I say more than this ... God speed you
on your errand!"
He held out his hand--Alwyn grasped it, looking earnestly meanwhile at
the fine intellectual face, the clear pathetic eyes, the firm yet
sensitive mouth, on which there just then rested a serious yet kindly
smile.
"What a strange man you are, Heliobas!" he said impulsively ... "I wish
I knew more about you!"
Heliobas gave him a friendly glance.
"Wish rather that you knew more about yourself"--he answered
simply--"Fathom your own mystery of being--you shall find none deeper,
greater, or more difficult of comprehension!"
Alwyn still held his hand, reluctant to let it go. Finally releasing it
with a slight sigh, he said:
"Well, at any rate, though we part now it will not be for long. We MUST
meet again!"
"Why, if we must, we shall!" rejoined Heliobas cheerily. "MUST cannot
be prevented! In the mean time ... farewell!"
"Farewell!" and as this word was spoken their eyes met. Instinctively
and on a sudden impulse, Alwyn bowed his head in the lowest and most
reverential salutation he had perhaps ever made to any creature of
mortal mold, and as he did so Heliobas paused in the act of turning
away.
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