Searchingly he studied every feature of her countenance, and as he did
so his doubts concerning her spirit-origin became more and more
confirmed. She was a living, breathing woman--an actual creature of
flesh and blood,--yet how account for her appearance on the field of
Ardath? This puzzled him ... till all at once a logical explanation of
the whole mystery dawned upon his mind. Heliobas had sent her hither on
purpose to meet him! Of course! how dense he had been not to see
through so transparent a scheme before! The clever Chaldean had
resolved that he, Theos Alwyn, should somehow be brought to accept his
trance as a real experience, so that henceforth his faith in "things
unseen and eternal" might be assured. Many psychological theorists
would uphold such a deceit as not only permissible, but even
praise-worthy, if practiced for the furtherance of a good cause. Even
the venerable hermit Elzear might have shared in the conspiracy, and
this "Edris," as she called herself, was no doubt perfectly trained in
the part she had to play! A plot for his conversion! ... well! ... he
would enter into it himself, he resolved! ... why not? The girl was
exquisitely fair,--a veritable Psyche of soft charms!--and a little
lovemaking by moonlight would do no harm, . .... here he suddenly
became aware that while these thoughts were passing through his brain
he had unconsciously allowed her hands to slip from his hold, and she
now stood apart at some little distance, her eyes fixed full upon him
with an expression of most plaintive piteousness. He made a hasty step
or two toward her,--and as he did so, his pulses began to throb with an
extraordinary sensation of pleasure,--pleasure so keen as to be almost
pain.
"Edris!".. he whispered,--"Edris..." and stopped irresolutely.
She looked up at him with the appealing wistfulness of a lost and
suffering child, and a slight shudder ran through all her delicate
frame.
"I am cold, Theos!" she murmured half beseechingly, stretching out her
hands to him once more,--hands as fine and fair as lily-leaves,--little
white hands which he gazed at wonderingly, yet did not take.. "Cold and
very weary! The way has been long, and the earth is dark!"
"Dark?" repeated Alwyn mechanically, still absorbed in the dubious
contemplation of her lovely yielding form, her sweet upturned face and
gold-glistening hair--"Dark? ... here? ... beneath the brightness of
the moon? Nay,--I have seen many a full day look less radiant than this
night of stars!"
Her eyes dwelt upon him with a certain pathetic bewilderment,--she let
her extended arms drop wearily at her sides, and a shadow of pained
recollection crossed the fairness of her features.
"Ah, I forgot! ..." and she sighed deeply--"This is that strange, sad
world where Darkness is called Light."
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