To Blanche he was interesting. Even in the depths to which she had
fallen, or rather deliberately descended, there exists an
unconfessed desire for the better things of the past, for the moral
levels which have been derided and deserted, for the things which
are bitter with the sourness of the grapes the fox could not attain
to; and to talk with Harrison was a breath from the old world,
monotonous, perhaps, but lovable, where she, too ... but she never
thought of those things. What was the use? It made her sad, and she
would undoubtedly drink more than usual, and get reckless, and buy
wine with her salary and percentage money, and be in debt to the
house for a month afterward. So she didn’t think much. It didn’t
ever occur to her that her interest in Harrison was passing the
danger line. It wouldn’t have made any difference anyway.
* * * * *
A month later, Coughlin announced that the Comique would have a
grand closing one week from that night. “The money is about through
in this town,” he said, in explanation. “We’ll move on to the gold
mines.”
Blanche discussed it that evening with Harrison in the restaurant
The news disturbed him.
“You’ll come, too?” she said. He didn’t know. “There’ll be nothing
here,” she went on, “and it will be so lonely.”
“I don’t mind the loneliness,” said Harrison.
“But I’ll be lonely.”
“Perhaps Coughlin wouldn’t want me, anyway. I haven’t done a stroke
of work while I’ve been here.”
“But he’ll want you if I say so. I’m the best girl he’s got,” said
Blanche, modestly, “and if I say so it goes. And I do say so.”
Harrison was silent. He had often thought of this. He had known, of
course, that he could not live forever at the Comique. Many times he
had decided that death were easier than a final parting from the
dead. He had thought that he could never leave her, but
now---- Well, the lust of life is strong. We do not know how far the
fall is until we stand at the brink and look over. Besides there is
no coming back. If we could only try it for a while and return
again!
“Harrison,” said Blanche, suddenly, “listen. I think I know what you
are thinking, and I know I can not argue such a thing with you. No
one could. You know best, and no one else can know anything about
it. But I want to tell you one fact that perhaps you haven’t thought
of. You want to stay here with her--always. But you can’t. I know it
is horrible to talk of, but it is not always winter even in Alaska,
and the summer is almost here.” The man winced. “Go to bed,
Harrison,” she said; “I can not talk of such things. You know best.”
He went away to the cabin. He knew that Blanche was right. It must
be--but the anguish of it. How should he say the last farewell?
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