Poets, English -- 19th century -- Biography; Shelley, Percy Bysshe, 1792-1822
When she was alone with him in the evening, she confessed her jealousy.
It was a sentiment he could not understand. He thought it base, and that
it belittled his divine Mary. He knew his capacity for love to be
infinite, and that in dividing it with another woman he took away
nothing from his mistress. The company of the wild and brilliant Claire
was very precious to him, but he had to acknowledge that the atmosphere
of this threefold union was becoming irrespirable.
Mary besought him to send Claire away. “Your friend,” as she now always
called her. They tried, during many weeks, to find a place for her as
governess or companion, but the unfortunate reputation which her flight
to France had earned her rendered all such attempts futile.
Claire herself had not the smallest desire to leave. She delighted in
her intellectual intimacy with Percy, and she awaited its inevitable
result without fear. Finally, however, Mary’s gentle firmness carried
the day, and it was arranged that Claire should go to Lynmouth, and
lodge there with a friend of Godwin’s, a Mrs. Bricknell, a widow.
_Mary’s Journal._
“_Friday._—Not very well. After breakfast read Spenser. Shelley
goes out with his friend, he returns first. Construe Ovid—90
lines—Jefferson Hogg returns. Read over the Ovid to Jefferson.
Shelley and the lady walk out. After tea talk. Shelley and his
friend have a last conversation.
“_Saturday._—Claire goes; Shelley walks with her. Jefferson
does not come till five. Gets very anxious about Shelley, goes
out to meet him: returns: it rains. Shelley returns at half-past
six; the business is finished. Read Ovid. Charles Clairmont
comes to tea. Talk of pictures. I begin a new journal with our
regeneration.”
* * *
Claire, exiled to the country, enjoyed after such storm and stress her
first days of profound peace. But she was not the girl to put up for
long with rural solitude. She must have a reason for living—and she did
not fail to find one.
When people are in love they always imagine, quite wrongly, that it is
because they have come across an exceptional being who has inspired them
with the passion. The truth is that love, existing already in the soul,
seeks out a suitable object, and if it does not find one, then creates
it. But if, in an ordinary girl, this love-seeking is unconscious, it
was otherwise with the brilliant and hot-blooded Claire. Realizing the
impossibility of taking Shelley from her sister, or even of sharing him
with her, she deliberately looked round for some other hero on whom to
expend her unemployed affection. Some women in such case send letters to
great writers, or soldiers, or actors. But Claire, who was poetical,
desired a poet.
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