“Ha! You _do_.” He rubbed his hands. “Well, that is enough! All that I
expect from anybody for the next hundred years or so. After that, we
shall see! But there will be those, my friend, who will not admit even
so much. You are aware of the stupidity abounding, particularly here in
your New York. I should like to keep those stupid ones alive a few
centuries, though, just to show them up to themselves. They are going to
insist how the work of this painter is sentimental because of his
insistence on the introduction of the dancer. Clare sentimental! A man
who paints rocks like that, sees them like that! It is obvious that he
is as hard as the rocks he paints. Spiritually hard and firm, a
chiseled-out soul. Sound, through and through, and _formed_!
Sentimental? Pff! But we will speak only technicalities, my friend, when
they begin that rumpus. We will answer them with cold technicalities in
their own jargon—for even there we will have them. And a hundred years
from now, they’ll be groveling, eating from our hands, as it were. Not?”
Joan replied nothing, but went on viewing the painting from various
angles.
“I shall buy you one, Joan,” Schwankovsky promised her. “Not an oil,
perhaps. What you want of the finished work you will choose and invest
in, yourself. At the exhibition. There I would not influence you. But
there’s a sketch of the dancer you’d value. But no. That I must have
myself. Life would be unthinkable, lacking it! Ha! There’s a pencil
drawing of the studio itself. It is beautiful. It has a perfection. And
when one realizes that the artist lived there all his painting years,
and the dancer with him, it becomes too poignant. Perhaps I shall give
you that one, Joan. It will ravish you. You will see!”
All the while Hugh was studying Joan, with narrowed eyes, much as she
was studying “Noon.” He did not question her sincerity in praising the
work at which she had shrugged once. That one grew in appreciation as
well as in accomplishment he knew very well. But he saw that she was
still disturbed, even angry, although she sought to hide it. Hugh’s
problem was: was Joan angry with him or Ariel or her friend,
Schwankovsky, or with herself? He came to the conclusion that she was
angry with herself, and for the first time in his life he felt a motion
of pity toward this woman he loved. He wanted to say to her: “Don’t be
angry because you have grown big enough to grasp Gregory Clare’s
essential spirit. Be glad, darling! No one blames you for changing. I
have nothing to forgive you in this.”
Ah! Until this minute pity and magnanimity had been the elements lacking
in his tormenting love for Joan. Pray God now that nothing more of
poignancy be added to it until he died!
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