She was looking at the frosted cakes on a Wedgwood plate as she asked
this, and Joan thought, “She’d take one if I’d pass it. She’s thinking
about cake like any greedy schoolgirl. Why am I spending time and
attention like this on a mere chrysalis! If she’s to grow wings some
day, be a woman worth even annoying, that day’s far off.”
“Why shouldn’t you see Michael? But you should, my dear. In fact, if
he’s to go on with this exhibition of your father’s work, you must. It
is only Hugh who thinks you shouldn’t. Though Hugh’s enough to spoil the
chances for the exhibition, if he begins interfering.”
“I simply don’t understand, Mrs. Nevin,—what you are trying to say.”
_Trying to say!_ She! Joan! Well, just for that Joan would say it.
“Simply this. Hugh’s merely decided that if you’re the sort of girl it’s
so easy to be affectionate with, you aren’t safe with a person of
Michael Schwankovsky’s temperament. Anybody can see that Michael can’t
keep his hands off you, and that you would be sorry if he could. But I
told Hugh that it might come to more than petting. Suppose Michael’s
actually thinking of marriage, Ariel!”
Ariel put her cup down on the table and stood up. “Marry Michael
Schwankovsky!” she exclaimed—anger giving place to shock. “Why, he’s old
enough to be my grandfather!” She looked down at Joan, and grew still
again, but this time it was not a stony stillness. It was just sudden
natural relaxation. “You have misunderstood Hugh,” she affirmed. “You’re
as far off about him as you are about Michael. And they were both of
them friends of yours long before I ever knew them. So it’s strange you
can make these mistakes.” She said it in all simplicity and went on,
more relaxed and at peace with every word she uttered, “I’m very fond of
Michael Schwankovsky and very grateful to him. He believes in the
pictures. I’d love him just for that. But I love him for himself. He
means more to me than any one else living except Doctor Hazzard and
Hugh. And he’d no more think of wanting to marry me than Doctor Hazzard
would think of it. And Doctor Hazzard’s a grandfather with eight
grandchildren. So you see.
“And you’ve made just as strange a mistake about Hugh too. Hugh’s very
fond of me. And he’d never, never talk about me unkindly. I know he
wouldn’t. He doesn’t know how to hide things, anyway. His eyes tell you
what he thinks. And he’s never thought any hateful thoughts about me.
_Only very good thoughts!_ Dear thoughts!”
Joan looked up at Ariel, after a pause. “You do reassure me,” she
murmured. “For when the time comes that I stand in a position of second
parent to you, as it were, along with Hugh, I _should_ hate to have him
always fussing, and I do assure you I’d be on your side, not his,
anyway.”
“A second parent to me? You mean a mother?” Ariel laughed, a rather
interesting laugh to Joan because of the hint of wildness in it; but she
held her languid pose in the corner of the couch, while her guest stood.
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