Hugh’s whole face was burning, and his words came out staccato, fierce
with conviction. Joan, almost miraculously, she felt, had the insight to
realize that at least part of this amazing passion of conviction was
impersonal. She saw that Hugh was really talking about such things as
imagination, love, personality, abstractly,—out of deep-seated
convictions which had grown in him with his own growth, and which she
had never suspected in him. Why, he was a man with a religion, and she
had never guessed! But she preferred to pretend to think him moved by
personal emotions merely, and asked bitingly, “Then what is your plan
for Ariel when your grandmother dies? Have you changed your mind about
her so utterly as it appears, and you’ll let her be a second Isadora?
Express this wonderful personality, this beauty of spirit of hers, in
some world-shaking way?”
Hugh dropped back to natural. He was ashamed of so having betrayed his
soul’s convictions to Joan’s skepticisms. “I shall have nothing to say
about it; why should I? But of course that wasn’t what I meant at all,
or anything like it. Ariel’s far too ordinary—”
Joan’s mind reeled. “Oh, but surely not. After all you’ve said!
Ordinary?”
“Well, ‘ordinary’s’ the wrong word, of course. But you know very well
what I mean, Joan. She’s not artistic. She has nothing in her of the
genius, or the artist. Or rather, her genius is her personality. I
thought I said it all before. She’s of the spirit.... _Love_—_Life_....
It would be rotten to turn it into dancing. All that _life_.”
“‘Life’ doesn’t seem at all descriptive of that child to me, Hugh. She’s
about the quietest—”
“I’m not talking about liveliness. Well, look at the sun, here on the
back of my hand. Still, isn’t it? Quiet? But it’s life! Ariel’s quiet is
like that.”
Joan was silent, quiet herself for a minute. But not the kind of quiet
Hugh had just explained to her. She asked, finally, “Are you sorry,
then, that her father has advertised Ariel, as he has, in his pictures?
Do you think it is cheapening? And would you think that being a famous
dancer would cheapen her? Is that what you’re afraid of?”
He hesitated. “I’m afraid I used to feel that way,” he acknowledged.
“The first time it was suggested that Ariel might get all this publicity
she has been getting, I did think it a shame. I wanted to protect her
from it. But I’ve outgrown that angle of it. I know now that that’s a
false, inherited attitude. Not sound. You yourself, Joan, let Enderly
and those other literary fellows vote you the most beautiful mother in
the East for the Ideal Perfume Company, Inc., the other day, and your
picture’s even in the subway entrances now, and in the advertising
sections of every magazine, that’s worth the name, I’ve picked up this
month. I’ve had to get over the prejudice, you see. And I’ve succeeded,
I think. No, it isn’t that at all now that convinces me that Ariel
shouldn’t go in for dancing. I—”
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