As they ascended the steps,—the three, shallow, wide steps to Wild
Acres’ home-promising door,—Hugh was shy of Ariel. He longed that she
should turn her face, look at him, speak to him. But Ariel was afraid of
Hugh. She had said too much. She had said everything there ever would be
to say, with her eyes, when she looked up from those heads of the dark
dream-children, and found his dark eyes—so like, so terribly like—on
hers.
Besides, here was the aquamarine on her finger, clear in the moonlight.
And before she gave herself to Hugh, Grandam, her beloved friend, was to
die. Things must come in their order. If she raised a hand, if she
breathed too deeply, something might be shaken out of God’s beautiful
intended order for it. All life—and birth and death—was so delicately
balanced, it seemed, here, in one girl’s heart!
Hugh had his latchkey in the lock. But the door was not opening.
Surprised at that, Ariel did turn and look up at him.
She stepped back—suddenly—away from what she saw. But he followed and
took her into his arms. She leaned back against his arms, held herself
back and away from his body, but her face remained lifted to his. By
moonlight he saw that it was as expressionless as when she had danced,
expressionless as the face of a flower is expressionless—to mortal
eyes—and strangely silver, bent back this way against his dark coat
sleeve. But although she was leaning back and away from him, he felt no
weight on his arm. Her body was held with the dancer’s self-sustaining
poise. Then he knew what he had only believed before: she was the
eternal dancer, but not to music. Hers was the dance to life. His
beloved’s whole genius was for living.
Gently, he drew the poised, free body toward him. There was no blindness
of engulfing passion here, only two wills, free as day, rushing fleetly
upon one another. No red flames roared against a dark mind-misery. Only
sunrise breaking about the whole circle of his soul’s horizon. Heaven’s
dawn.
Grandam saw their faces and bodies radiant with that dawn when they came
into her room.
“So it is here in time for me to see, and to be happy with you! But just
in time!” she told them with a quick breath.
Rose, who had stayed with Grandam until Ariel’s return, had left; and
now that she was gone, Ariel ran forward and dropped on her knees by the
low bed, and kissed Grandam on the lips. Sunrises, kisses. Hugh sat on
the other side of the bed, and to-night Grandam did not make him get up
and bring a chair. Instead she gave him one of her hands to hold. “How
did you know, Grandam?” he asked. “I never told you we were in love. Did
Ariel?”
“Neither of you told me. And I only hoped. I thank God you’ve got home
in time to make me sure. Ariel! If your messenger should be off
to-night, what message shall she take your father? Make it exact, and
I’ll impress it on my memory. If only one could take a letter!”
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