Ariel found the attic stairs in the wing opposite hers at the other end
of the house. At the top she came out into a long hall. It was almost
dark up here, the only light coming through two low little dormer
windows at the farthest end. Ariel had never in real life been in an
attic, but she had been in plenty of them in books, and this long, dim
hall with narrow doors in its walls somehow did not seem like her
imagined attics.
Behind which of the several doors would she find Grandam’s living room?
And above all, through which door would she come to “Noon”? No wonder
the dim hall was as fascinating as a fairy-tale’s beginning.
She tried first the door on her right, knocking tentatively. When there
was no answer she opened the door and looked in. Transparent cubes of
gold, which were sunlight aureoling dust, slanted between her and the
low chain of windows out at the base of a far-away sloping roof. This
was the real attic, all that Grandam had left of it, after making her
own apartment. It covered more than half the big house, and trunks,
discarded furniture and files of old magazines were stored here, much as
in all attics. There was the smell of dust and of leather, a glimmer of
cobweb curtains. Spaces. Shadows.
This was, no doubt of it, an attic. And had Ariel expected the lovely
Grandam to live here, in such an environment? To tell the truth, deep in
her heart, though not with her mind, she had. For Grandam had become to
her imagination, even before seeing her this noon at luncheon, and more
vividly since then, a fairy-like, spiritual entity, twin sister to that
other fairy or spirit (who knows which?) the
great-great-great-great-grandmother who was so loved by the princess in
George MacDonald’s true and beautiful allegory, “The Princess and the
Goblins.” So, with her heart, but perhaps not her eyes, Ariel sought for
her here, dreaming her visible, if one only had eyes of the seeing kind,
in a cloud of invisibility.
Hadn’t she seen, a few minutes ago, Grandam driving off with Glenn in
Hugh’s roadster? But that didn’t matter. It was the real, the hidden
Grandam she might find here—the one who would never be out if you needed
her.
But after a minute she turned away from dreams. The next door she
knocked at, got no response, and opened, led into an elevator cage,
about as big as a small closet. So that was the way Grandam and Miss
Peters ascended and descended between the two worlds.
And then her third try brought her to Grandam’s apartment. But no one
answered here either, and so Ariel went in and stood alone, uninvited,
but she felt welcomed, in Grandam’s own place.
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