Hugh was exhilarated enough in the good fortune that seemed promised to
the Gregory Clare exhibition now; but he was even more exhilarated that
Joan had been kind enough to use her influence. For what she did for
Ariel she did for Hugh himself. Or so he thought,—in his own mind having
identified Ariel’s good with his. Ariel was as close to his heart as
Anne almost, even in this short time, and he was more responsible for
her than for Anne. For Anne needed only his financial support. That was
easy enough. Ariel needed something infinitely more subtile—and,
yes—more important. Affection which she could count on, and sympathy.
Hugh realized that he had never in his life been vital to any other
living soul in precisely the way Ariel made him feel that he was vital
to her. If Joan had wanted to marry him ten years ago, instead of Nevin,
and Persis and Nicky were his and hers, he might have toward those
children something of this same consoling sense of obligation. It was
what his life had missed even more than it had missed intimate
companionship with the woman he loved. And now, at last, he and Joan
were sharing a living, lovely, common interest—Ariel’s good.
“By the way, you must have already seen this Schwankovsky person, Ariel.
Did you know? He was the bearded creature who met Mrs. Nevin at the
boat. They’re great friends.—So perhaps this isn’t ‘in spite of Mrs.
Nevin.’ See here! Let’s us two go for a walk and celebrate by having
lunch together, just ourselves, at an inn I know near Scarsdale. And, I
say, Ariel, wear your white coat.”
Chapter XIV
Mrs. Nevin had been visiting in Philadelphia at a house party a few
days, and Hugh had not the opportunity to thank her for what he was
convinced was the result of her machinations concerning the Clare
pictures. He thought of writing, but decided against it, preferring to
express to her face the gratitude which he felt so deeply. Strange,
sweet gratitude, really. Soon now her voice might come to him on the
telephone either at his office or Wild Acres, to tell him that she was
back and wanted to see him. For because it was Hugh who did most of the
wanting, the initiative had become, gradually, almost entirely Joan’s.
She knew, and he knew that she knew, that he would break an appointment
with heaven itself for a three-minute encounter with her anywhere, any
time. And this being true, the initiative had to be hers, unless he were
to lose her altogether; for if it were his he would only drive her from
his life by constant importunities. The only way to hold Joan, Hugh
knew, was by letting her go.
Her summons came sooner than he had dared hope. The telephone on his
office desk rang joyfully. She was to be in town that evening, she said,
for a dinner at Schwankovsky’s. Afterwards Michael wouldn’t mind a bit
if Hugh turned up there. They’d probably dance.
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